Kids learn things earlier and earlier. Find out how I found my greatest pleasure by accident. It was the summer of '81.
Looking back on it, I can't believe that I knew nothing of sex or what an erection was for. I had no idea what an orgasm was. Today, kids learn everything they need to know from the internet and cable TV which didn't exist when I was a kid. My earliest recollection of my penis was when my mother still bathed me. I was probably about 4 or 5 when I discovered an erection. It was nothing sexual. I sat there playing with it in front of my mother as if it were a toy. I don't recall any pleasure, I just thought it was neat how it stood up like that. The next sexual thing that I could recall (if you want to call it that) was with a girl my mother was babysitting. I was 7 at the time. She was 9. We went out to the little club house my older brother had built and she asked me if I wanted to get naked. Nothing happened really. We took off our clothes and looked at each other never touching. We talked a little bit as if nothing was going on but we soon got dressed again fearing we would be caught. I had no sexual feeling but I definitely got a rush out of being naked. I didn't know why. After that, I went nude every chance I got. It wasnt often with 3 brothers at home and sharing a room. One time when my brothers were out I was lying naked on my stomach watching tv. I don't know how it started but I was soon humping the bed sheets. I remember getting hard and how good it felt but there was no orgasm. Curiously, I knew there had to be something more. I don't know why. I just did. After that there was the discovery of my brother's girlie magazines. Normal stuff. Playboy, Penthouse, just naked girls. And lots of mattress humping. About that time I was becoming more and more interested in girls. Had my first crush. That sort of thing. One summer day, home alone, I was 12, I was in my house naked. Something I normally tried to do because it was Florida and we had no air conditioning. Anyway I went about my normal routine and I pulled the penthouse out from under the mattress that my brother was (hiding?) I still remember to this day what the girl on the page looked like. Straight blond hair, very pretty, wearing a black teddy, I distinctly her thick black pubic hair. The centerfold was this girl spreading her pussy with two fingers. By this time I was humping the mattress furiously. But somehow I still knew I wasn't getting what I needed. To this day I can't remember how it happened, but by pure animal instinct I turned over on to my side and started squeezing my cock with my right hand pulling back and forth. It felt so good! I remember having a feeling like I had to pee and I stopped until it subsided. I started again and repeated the process a few times until I new I was going to 'pee' and nothing was going to stop me. I got up and ran to the bathroom stroking my cock all the way and let it go into the toilet. I didn't know it was cum. I was so caught up in my lust that I didn't even notice it was different. I just remember the heat at the top of my cock and the wonderful violent spasms that coursed through my entire body. After it was over, I sat on the bathroom floor completely spent to weak to get up. My head was spinning and I almost fell asleep right there. After a few minutes I recovered and rushed back to do it again. I actually laid in the same position, stroked my cock the same way, and looked at the same picture. I remember thinking that I would never get that feeling again if I did anything different. Anyway I 'peed' 4 more times that afternoon and have been an avid masturbator ever since. I wish I could meet the girl in the Penthouse (she would be in her mid 40s by now) and tell her she was my first real sexual experience. Even though I didn't know it at the time.