My First Experience with Prostate Massage

I was nervous about telling my wife about my decision to pursue prostate massage, but she was incredibly supportive. My difficulty having an orgasm has weighed on me for years, and although she wont admit, I'm certain it bothers her as well. I began doing tremendous amounts of research as to what and how to do it, as well as what products I may want to try. All roads pointed to beginning with manual self exploration. Yesterday morning I had the house all to myself. I took a nice, relaxing shower before popping some good stories from ST and my favorite porn. I laid down and began to enjoy all the external stimuli... slowly started to get aroused. It was difficult to abstain from touching myself, but I just soaked in the porn and stories as my cock slowly stiffened. I concentrated on relaxing my body, and decided that it was now or never to get through any anxieties and try. I took the necessary precautions and began to play with my ass for the first time in my life. I started with a nice, lubricated finger and circled my hole, pressing lightly. After a few moments, my body accepted my finger and I probed until I found the soft, fleshy bulb that was my prostate. Unfortunately, I could only stimulate the very bottom of it, but the feeling was indescribable. All I knew is that I was going to be hooked. I was unable to properly stimulate and bring myself to orgasm, so I stopped and masturbated to orgasm while enjoying my rare alone time. When my wife returned, I told her what I had tried. She immediately got excited and asked me a thousand questions about it. As our conversation progressed, I began rubbing slowly up her leg... trying to turn her on. The conversation quickly turned sexy, and I reached down and began rubbing her pussy through her tight mesh shorts. She moaned and opened her legs to give me better access. With one hand I lightly teased her, and the other I lightly teased myself. Not long after, she told me she wanted me to use my mouth for her; her absolute favorite. We quickly went upstairs and my wife striped down to her panties. She had work a pair of lacy, sky blue panties that are partially see through. I playfully pushed her onto the bed and positioned myself between her legs as she laid on her back. I began kissing the inside of her thighs and licking the outside of her panties... trying to make her squirm. She continually tried to take her panties off so I can get to the main course, but I stopped her, wanting to continue teasing her. It wasn't until she begged that I peeled them off and dove into her wetness. As my tongue found her clit, she orgasmed almost immediately. I immensely enjoy watching her orgasm... her stomach will arch up, her muscles tense, hands clenching sheets, skin turns pink... and she grunts with each orgasmic shock. It's my biggest turn on. After she caught her breath, I began to please her again. This time I sucked her clit into my mouth and circled it with my tongue as my fingers probed her g-spot. I would speed up and slow down in intervals, bringing her to the verge or orgasm without going over... trying to keep her on the edge. I made her orgasm twice more like this, until she made me stop because she was too sensitive. She rolled onto her side as she recovered, and I rested my head on the back of her thigh, caressing her back. After a short while, she sat up and told me she wanted to try giving me a prostate orgasm, that maybe it would be easier for her to rather than me trying it solo. I was hesitant at first, but agreed... sparing the prep details, I laid on my back and tried to relax. She started by taking my cock into her mouth and sucking me for a few minutes. Her tongue swirled around the head, making me shudder with pleasure before deep throating me. Her hand slowly slide down until she found my hole and began to press. She looked up, giving me a final lick from the base of my shaft to the tip of my head, and asked me to walk her through. When her slender fingers hit my prostate, the most amazing feeling of pleasure shot through my body. As she began to massage it, my entire body felt like I was on the verge of orgasm... but I wasn't tipping over the edge like I normally do. I could feel pleasure coursing through my penis even though it wasn't being stroked or sucked, and it slowly rose from base to tip. Precum began gushing out of me, more than I have ever experienced. My wife smiled as I watched her sitting between my legs. With each motion of her finger, bolts of pleasure charged through me. My head fell back and I moaned. I had never experienced anything like this. It was as if I were in the split seconds before my ejaculate erupted from my cock, but I wasn't hitting the point of no return. It was so intense I could almost not stand it. I reached down and began stroking my cock. As I pumped my fist, I could feel more and more precum leaking out of my slit. Then, without warning, ejaculate began oozing out of my and I was hit with the most intense orgasm of my life. I grunted and screamed, something I never do, and I was shaking as rope after rope of cum spurted on my stomach. My orgasms usually only last a couple of seconds, but this seemed to last forever. My wife giggled as I panted, coming down from my orgasm. She had never seen me act like that in the throws of a good cum. She was amused seeing me writhe and shout. Once we cleaned up, we laid down and cuddled for a while, both quite drained of energy. I have now ordered a toy designed to help, and I am very excited at the prospects that lay ahead. I will report back after I have received, and tested, my new toy. Happy soloing :)