A little while ago, my boyfriend and I broke up. We had been together for about 4 years, but all of a sudden he told me that he wasn't happy anymore, and that was it. Obviously, I was and still am heartbroken.
The first few days were torture. I couldn't hardly eat, I couldn't sleep, and all I did besides school was stay in my room crying and feeling depressed. About a week into it, for some reason I started feeling horny again, but knowing my now ex-boyfriend wouldn't be there to do anything about it, I just ignored it. After a couple nights, though, it really started to hit. I didn't want to, but I stripped naked and started to masturbate while my tears started going again. It didn't take long before I was loudly crying while I was rubbing my clit.
My mother, who I am very close with, must have heard me, because she came in and asked if I was OK. I told her I wasn't, so she turned on my light and I sat up and started hugging her, still naked. I held onto her for a few minutes while she talked to me, telling me that boys would come and go and not to feel that bad, because he obviously wasn't the right one. I felt a tiny bit better, but still cried onto her shoulder. After a few more minutes, I stopped crying and just sat there. She then said to me, 'I'm sorry, I didn't mean to stop you, you can keep masturbating if you want.' She is very open about sex, so it was really no big deal, so I sat next to her on the edge of the bed, spread my legs wide and started fingering myself again and she put her arm around my shoulder and held me tight.
We sat there for at least 5 minutes with me rubbing myself in silence, except for the squishing sounds from my fingers. My mom is pretty playful too, so to try to cheer me up, she started encouraging me. 'So,you feeling any better, masturbating in front of your mommy?' I cracked a smile and said 'a little'. In a goofy voice she asked me 'are you gonna cuuum?' I giggled and said 'yeah'. She then said to me 'well do it then, have an orgasm baby' as she started scratching her long toenails on the sole of my bare foot. I started laughing and told her 'OK! OK!' I put my right leg over her lap and started rubbing faster. About a minute later, I started wiggling my toes and felt it building. She saw it and started playing with them and tickling them and said 'aww, look at those cute little toes! These little piggies look like they're having fun! Looks like these toesies are about to cum too!' I started laughing again, but this time, I came with a big, wet orgasm and moaned out loud.
She let me catch my breath before she hugged me again and pulled she sheets back over me. She kissed me on the cheek and told me it was all going to be OK, and this time I believed her. She turned off my light and I fell asleep with a smile on my face. It still hurts somewhat when I think about him, but I know now I'm going to be fine.