I first realized I was masturbating to pics and erotic stories about men when I was a sophmore in college. While going to college, I worked as a security guard at night in a big office building in Los Angeles. On my way to work, I'd stop along the way at the newspaper stands on the street corner and buy the adult personals papers that had pics of men and women above their personal ads saying what they wanted or were looking for sexually. Most of these personals also included an xxx pic of the person placing the ad.
When the building would empty out (I worked nights from 5 p.m. to midnight) I'd take my newly purchased adult personals paper to an office I was certain was empty and while reading the ads and looking at the xxx pics, I'd jo in that office. It didn't take very long before I realized that I liked to jo most often while looking at the guy's ads showing their cocks hard and imagining doing what they said in their ads.
After first realizing what I was doing, I tried to consciously ignore the guy ads and jo only to the women's ads. But I couldn't help but loosen up my self imposed rule and began to also jo to couples ads. But found when I wanted to finish and shoot I would always focus on the guys cock in the couple's pics and also found that the couples' ads I would use almost always were couples with a bi or curious male and the female wanted to watch. Well, after a brief but sincere struggle, I finally accepted my true desires and fantasies and gave in and looked at whatever ad most excited me.
Very quickly I was looking exclusively at the bi and/or guys' ads almost every time I would jo. This lasted for about two years during which time I once got caught by my roommates jerking off with paper folded open to ad of guy with huge hard cock. I don't know if they noticed what I was looking at and was totally stressed at the time, but even so, after about two years of exclusive m2m jo fantasies, I came home from the ucla v usc football game, and horny, got out a bunch of my stashed personals papers and called the guy who's ad I jerked off to the most. Imagine my surprise when he answered the phone and after I explained how his ad was my favorite jo fantasy he invited me to cum over. After a short internal struggle, I drove to his place, and it went from there. That story will cum later.