I sometimes don't know how Jason ever talked me into doing some things. I could blame it on a lot of things, however, I think it's mostly just because he shows me the things I want in a guy and just knowing that he's attracted to me. It just kind of gives me some sort of freedom.
Anyway, probably a couple of weeks after the first webcam show, Jason tried to convince me to masturbate on cam. I just kept thinking, 'What is the guy thinking? That's rather private stuff. And it's just too difficult to set up the cam for that.' Somehow, he convinced me to masturbate on cam. So, I set up the cam so he could see my pussy and me doing what I do with it. I kept thinking, 'How could I make this more interesting for him? I mean, playing with my clit isn't that interesting.' So, I decided to use my fingers in my vagina while moving my hips up and down.
That little punk already had me going, so when I started fingering myself, it was already quite wet down there. More wet than I remember being. Actually, for me, being that wet isn't that great... I kinda like to have the friction. Plus, it's hard for me to reach down there and get something good going because I have rather short fingers and a very long torso, so it's just hard to really feel good fingering myself. But hey, I was pleasing Jason quite well. Moving my fingers in and out of my soaking pussy and getting into a decent rhythm, that I'm sure he was following. It didn't take him very long to cum after I started getting into a groove. Actually, I think he got hard again because he told me to stop. He really didn't want to go again. So, I quit, still being a little unsatisfied. (some guys... I just don't know) I then told him that I was going to be right back, 'cause I had to finish myself off with my usual clit play. But, it was kinda fun knowing that he and I were masturbating at the same time... it was quite a turn on. Thinking about what we had just done together, I took my juices and rubbed my clit in the usual way, because I just wanted so much to get off!
Since then I've bought a vibrator, so I can get well pleased when I masturbate. I really found out that though I pretty much only cum when I play with my clit, I totally enjoy having something in my vagina. Of course, though the vibrator is a little bit smaller than what Jason is, I like to think it's his dick in me and oh... it feels really good. Sometimes, I like it to vibrate, but other times I like it just stiff... But thanks to that experience of masturbating on the webcam, I finally bought myself a vibrator and I've been very happy with it ever since.
Another thing that happened as a result of this encounter, is I offered more and more to get on my webcam. I was really starting to enjoy knowing someone I like was watching me play with myself and enjoying it. It's quite an ego booster. Thinking about the past when I didn't like to think about sex, I remember thanks to my larger body type, I never thought anyone would be interested in me. I remember even telling Jason one time that I used to think that if a guy saw me naked, he'd run and hide and try to poke out his eyes. But having someone who enjoyed seeing me, clothed or not, was really making me realize that I do have potential. Haha!