MF-FM. For us it is a mutual and very satisfying arrangement.
Growing up as an only child is tough. Growing up as a female only child with no mum is tougher.
All my friends have siblings and a full set of parents. They toss their clothes in the wash, and they come back clean later in the week. But it was something I saw at a friends house that made me stop and think.
Her mum was loading the washing machine and I happened to see her take a pair of my friend's knickers, give them a quick sniff and pop them into the washer. I wondered. Dad did all our laundry. Did he do the same.
All the way home I was wondering. And not just about the laundry. I wondered how he had coped since mum ran off. I wondered about my own sexuality, my masturbating, which I did a hell of a lot of. Did he?
I knew that sometimes, the knickers I put in the laundry hamper were very wet. VERY wet.
So, that next weekend, it was cold, rainy, and utterly miserable. We lit the fire, and snuggled up under a blanket to watch a film.
It was one of those love across time films but there were some raunchy bits in it. And it was during one of these that I wriggled and my hand felt my dads hard-on under his pants. We watched the steamy little scene, and I unzipped him and began to wank him. He didn't stop me, he didn't say anything. I took his hand and pushed it down my joggers and into my knickers, and helped him find my sweet spot. We lay there, in front of the fire, watching the film and wanking each other.
He came first and it set me off. My hand was covered in sperm, and his middle finger was firmly up inside me, and covered in my goo as well.
We moved our hands back and then it was time for a talk. We decided that there was nothing to stop us helping each other out from time to time, but we both agreed, no full sex.
Sometimes I share his bed, sometimes he mine, but we only ever masturbate either each other, or ourselves while the other watches or joins in.
Dad likes to smell me and smell my knickers. I would totally love to have him come in my mouth, but I sense this would break the agreement, so I content myself with licking his sperm from my fingers.
I guess it will stop if I ever find me a boyfriend or him a woman. Whatever, it works for both of us and I for one, don't plan to stop.