In March I wrote about my time with a Polish friend of mine and how I felt. Since then when I am alone in bed I re-live that moment as my fingers slowly caress my body which is aching to be touched by another woman. My arousal intensifies as my fingers explore my wetness, it's as if they have a mind of their own as they gradually take me on a trip to heaven. As I think more of my long lost friend my fingers circle my clit and my hips lift off the bed. I so wish she was with me. My orgasm hits me in powerful waves of intense pleasure and I shudder and let out a little moan as I begin to calm down gently squeezing my vagina.
As my pleasure subsides that feeling of loneliness returns but the comments two kind people wrote about my first experience with my friend helps me feel better. Thank you very much.
I have recently joined a tennis club and have made friends with some lovely girls but at the moment I'm being careful not to spoil things by being too forward. I'm taking one step at a time and, hopefully, I will find one that shares my secret feeling for girls.
I do get excited about my new friends but for the time being they remain a private fantasy. As I masturbate these days I think also about them and those kind people who wrote and gave me their support, you do make me feel nice.