This is my sex life for what it's worth...
My wife spurts the oil over my erect penis. She knows my deal. I fucking groan hardcore as she starts to stoke all hard up and down my reddening shaft. And before too long I feel it. My sperm. It comes up from my balls from someplace deep and wordless. It inches up my vas deferens with a pressure that brings supreme pleasure. My dick glows as I look over its beaming head to lock eyes with my fully clothed wife as she strokes me to climax. It gushes and jumps out of me like some rabid puppy on crack. I flow like a white volcano and play a song in my head. My beautiful wife knows how to please me.
Here's the thing though, I also meet many random men for the same thing. I cruise the internet and hook up with men to jack off with. My wife knows and is cool with it. She knows my deal. She knows I'm straight (for the most part...). But she also knows I'm a slave. I'm a slave to my sperm coming up from someplace deep and wordless and pressing with ultimate pleasure up from my vas deferens. I love that feeling. That sensation. SO DO ALL MALES. Whether they're straight, or homes, or bi, or whatever, all men love the feeling of their penises going erect and their sperm pushing up their cock veins and then bursting up out of their dicks.
I am writing this as I cruise the net for my next jack off partner. My wife knows this and slumbers in the next room. See, the thing is, she knows I'm a slave and she also realizes there's no way to hang with my sexual needs, so as long as I get a guy to tug me off or whatever she is absolutely fine with it. And since I have accepted that it really, and I mean it really doesn't matter who makes my sperm arise out of my dick, I have taken to getting other men, be them gay, or rare like-minded guys, to harvest my man-gravy.
As long as it's men my wife is completely OK with it. So that's what I do.
I know what you're thinking, 'He's bisexual and he just won't admit it' But I'm not. I have never, nor do I want to ever kiss or penetrate or be penetrated by another male. And I haven't. Let me also just say that if a man is gay, awesome. I have no problem with that... obviously. But I know I'm not. But I am also brutally honest that I am a guy and I will accept dong attention from both men and women.
As of last week I have had 16 men jack me off. I have jacked off all of them. I enjoyed it, because I realized what it was I was giving.
My walls are down. I know exactly who I am and what I am. I am a heterosexual who loves his wife. BUT I also know I love to cum, and have zero problem accepting a handjob from a man and giving them to men.
Anyway, enough. I will share my most mind-blowing experience with a man if anyone wants to hear it. If not, that's cool too. I'm going to get my rocks tomorrow night no matter what or who....