I am a 34 years old married man. This happened a week back. I had a very busy schedule and I was really stressed out after finishing a project at work. My neck and my back was hurting, so I decided to get a massage. After a couple of calls I found out there was a good massage therapist two blocks from my house.
She greeted me at the door and took me to the massage table. Her place was very pleasent and had good scented candles. She asked me to undress and get ready for the massage. I removed my clothes and sat on the table. She asked me to lay on the table facing down. Her long firm strokes was a good relief. Once she started working on my inner thighs, I got an immediate hard on. After working on my back she asked me to turn around. The bulge was very evident. She touched it a couple of times when she worked on my waist area.
At that time I literally begged her to give me a hand job. Initially she was hesitant, later she agreed to do it. She applied some lubricant on my penis and started to jerk me off. I was out of this world. Strangely, she put another hand on my ass and inserted a finger in the asshole. That was the first time somebody did that. It was a weird but good feeling. I soon ejaculated.
After the massage I came back home feeling strange about myself. From past one week I am thinking am I turning to a gay or a bisexual person.