I have lived alone with my dad since mum left home when I was two.
I grew up ok, and dad was great during puberty. He had endless patience with my many mood swings and got a friend from where he works to help with bras and first periods and things.
But just lately, yes, just lately, I have been having fantasies over him. I masturbate pretty much every night, maybe a little less, sometimes more. Just lately, I have taken to wanting to get my knickers really wet. I am usually very wet when I get horny so this isn't a problem. Why I now want it in my knickers, though, I have no idea.
Anyway, what I do now is walk around the house in my underwear or even topless, hoping he will see me. When I know he has I go to my room and lay on the bed. I spread my legs and start to touch myself over my knickers. By now they are pretty slick I can tell you. I rub and tease myself and fantasise that he is outside the door listening, so I let myself moan a little. (When I have the house to myself and I masturbate I scream the place down!) Then I pull my knickers gently to one side and imagine he is in the room. He has walked in on me, but hasn't left. Then I have a conversation with myself that always leads me to a crashing orgams.
'Kate? What ARE You doing?'
'Sorry daddy, I just needed some relief'
(Dad stares at me but doesn't leave, he sits beside me on the bed)
'You have a beautiful pussy, Kate'
'No, really, it's... it's touchable'
(He reaches forward and pushes a finger deep inside me)
'MMmmmmm Ohhh Daddy, that feels sooo nice'
(He starts a long slow, g-spot focused finger fuck)
'uhhhh.. ohhh daddy,, oh shit, that feels sooo horny. I feel like I'm gonna pee myself.'
'Thats ok hunny. You can pee if you want to.'
(Daddy fingers me faster and harder. My Gspot begins to hurt a little and the pressure in my bladder is huge)
'Ohhh fuck... FUCK.. daddy, I'm gonna cum'
(At this point I either fantasise that Daddy makes me cum with his finger or that he fucks me. If I think about him fucking me I time my orgasm for the point in the fantasy where he says
'Ohhh Kate. I better pull out. I'm going to cum'
'No, oh no daddy, please... do it inside me.'
I have had the most massive orgasms thinking about him doing this kind of thing to me. I know its perverted, but I just can't stop myself at the moment.
Three nights ago, we were watching a film on the TV and the room was lit only by candle light. (We both like subdued and natural lighting a lot) I had a blanket over me and I rubbed myself to orgasm looking at him in the darkness.
I know, I know. What I really need is a boyfriend and a bloody good screw... still... no chance of that at the moment.