Glad to find this site to 'confess' something.
I am a single, divorced high school teacher in the north east in my late thirties. I play tennis and work out regularly and friends say I am attractive and can't believe I haven't remarried and am not seeing anybody. (I do date but just don't get turned on by the men I meet basically in education).
About two weeks ago at my health club I went for my regular massage and learned that a new massage therapist was taking on my previous one's clients. (He was promoted to a directorship at the club.) It turns out the new person is a former student of mine, now 21, who is going to college studying nutrition and massage therapy. Initially it was somewhat embarrassing, but I must admit there was some excitement in this for me. I imagine he sensed some of this, and felt the same thing. He said, 'I can find someone else if you want.' I didn't want to seem so uptight, so I said, 'I'm ok with this if you are.'
He began working my back muscles and shoulders. It was obvious he knew what he was doing and I felt the stress literally drain out of my body. In the past, the massage always ended with my legs and then I got up covering myself with my towel. This time, while I was still face down, my rear covered with the towel, he said, 'You can turn over now,' and as I turned, he removed the towel, so I lay face up, totally naked. Realizing I was completely naked, I quickly put my hands over my lower body. Just as quickly, he removed them. He said, 'Don't be embarrassed at what you have. You're very pretty.' I must have turned beet red!! 'Let me massage your thighs,' he said. and proceeded to work my muscles.
It felt great. This went on for about five minutes. Then he said, 'Now, if you like, I can really help you relax.' I don't know what I said, but he obviously wasn't waiting for or expecting some answer. With slow, deliberate motions, he worked his two fingers, then eventually his entire fist into my vagina and started churning inside me. I thought I was going to explode!! It was absolutely the most exciting sexual thrill I have ever had in my life and in minutes I came with a furious orgasm, my whole body just literally jumping up from the table.
'You come pretty hard,' he said, smiling. 'You must be tremendously pent-up.' I just smiled at him. 'That's why I come here,' I said. We both laughed. Since that time, I have been back a few times, each time 'John' has been introducing me to new ways to orgasm, sometimes working my breasts with one hand and my vagina with the other, sometimes just letting one hand gently massage my curves and with the other working my vagina very vigorously. I have at least one, sometimes as many as three orgasms each time, and I am being more sexually satisfied with him than I have ever been, even with my ex-husband. I am much too embarrassed to ask him to have sex with me, but if he did, I wouldn't hesitate for a second!