Let Me Introduce Myself!

Hello. My name is Jackie. I am a 33 year old young woman who loves life and loves her sexuality. I am single at the moment but do have a couple of lovers that I juggle to my pleasure. It is amazing to be a liberated woman. I also enjoy masturbating which I have since I was 13. As long as I can remember I have been curious about my pussy. When I was really young we called it a pee-pee but I don't remember why. I remember exploring it with friends. I remember getting caught by our moms and how they never made us feel shame about it but for some reason we did. In the 2nd grade I remember finding my dad's secret stash of Playboys. I remember being confused but also aroused. I wasn't that confused by that though for some reason. I am straight but have almost exclusively been aroused by women, whether alone or together. This has never bothered me and in reading this site, it has confirmed something I had always suspected. (That it's perfectly normal and fairly common.) My theory of why has always been ironically due to the male dominated sex culture in America. I was 15 before I saw a naked grown man. By then I had definitely been aroused and had had many orgasms and guess how that happened? Because of this masturbation/getting myself off and sex/making love have always been two separate experiences. I remember looking at my dad's playboys and wondering what it would be like to have those bodies. I started to get myself off while playing by the 7th grade. I remember getting wet while babysitting for some families in the neighborhood that had scrambled porn. The first time I got off, I didn't know what had happened. At first I would get off by taking off all my clothes and riding my hand or the pillows. My brother even caught me once but I pretended I was changing. After that first one I kept having the urge to do it but I still didn't fully understand why? I remember it making me feel a little dirty. When I was 13, the summer of 7th grade my whole family had a vacation in Minnesota. I was in the Jacuzzi when I got an air bubble in the butt of my bathing suit. I opened one of the legs to let it out and that was how I accidentally discovered the water method. I would move the butt of my suit so it would at least expose my young puss. I spent the rest of the week getting off as much as I could. I laugh now because I remember thinking that nobody could tell what I was doing because the bubbles covered everything off, but now with hindsight I know it had to be obvious. The only thing that comforts me is the fact that it was 20 years ago. After we came back that summer I remember being very bummed that it was over. It didn't take me long to discover that a similar affect could be made if I let my pussy lay under the bathtub faucet. We had a claw-foot bathtub that I could perfectly prop my legs over. That got me through high school. It is still my favorite way to masturbate. In Junior high I also had a couple of girl friends that I would "play" with. My friend Tiff and I would play truth or dare. We would always just say dare after a while. We would end up getting naked and coming up with different poses. My next door neighbor Johanna and I would masturbate with the legs of her Barbie dolls. So those are the introductory highlights. Iv'e been cumming to this site forever and I finally got the guts to write something. More to cum. I'm also interested in meeting women who love to get off to women too. I love to watch women dildo each other. I have a large dildo that one of my lovers bought me. It vibrates and is waterproof. I ride it while sitting on the shower floor with my hand held shower head on my clit. It is heaven. Not as good as a man but it's not supposed to be. It's something else completely. I don't think I would have the guts to get with another woman but I fantasize about it a lot. I have been reading erotica since I was 15. That's when I typed "masturbate" into the search engine at the library. I went home with Women on Top by Nancy Friday (which I only got because they had just put in a self-check-out. I've used every faucet in almost every house I have ever lived in. I even used the hose outside in the middle of the night in the middle of the back yard when I was 17. I once had a suction cup dildo that I attached to a medium size mirror. Then I would straddle it and it would look like I was getting double-dildoed by my identical twin. I also take videos and pictures and I love watching old porn videos of lesbians. Some stories to cum soon. I am 5'3" with a thin waist, thick hips and thighs, pale skin and black hair, green eyes. My boobs are small but they are perky and amazing-Love Yourself.