I have gotten so much out of reading the stories of other females and their experiences. I never masturbated 'till I found this site. Now I read the stories and have learned to do it and enjoy it. Especially I learned that I think I pour out a lot more fluid when I masturbate than many of the women who write. I have to bring out several towels when I read these articles. I take off all my clothes and relax in a leather chair as I read them. I like to rub my nipples during the first read through. Then I like to read the articles again while I pet and caress my pussy hair. It is hard to say that, but it feels so good to say it. Pussy hair. I am feeling warm just to write the words.
The first time I ever put my fingers inside my pussy for pleasure was reading these articles. The very first time I did it my stomach involuntarily tightened up in just a few seconds, and a wave of fluid poured out and onto the carpet. I was surprised and had to stop as I was not prepared. I learned that I had to have plenty of towels near me and under me if I were to do this. Now that is exactly what I do. I think I am probably odd in this way because nobody else seems to mention this as a problem. But I get these sudden bursts of fluid coming out all at once in a gush four, five or six times while I am rubbing my fingers inside. I think that may be what others here call 'cumming' but I am not sure.
I have never had an interpersonal sexual experience. Not exactly true. I had a teacher last year who I thought was very good looking. I believed he was always looking at me in class, and especially looking at my lap. I sat in the front row when I could, and I used to casually put my hand on my lap and rub it just a little when I thought he was looking. Sometimes I could see or I think I could see he was getting hard in his pants. It felt so good to see, I felt like I was something if I could do that to him. I was ashamed I did that but I just had to keep doing it.
I would also like to try something with other girls sometime. I think that would be a lot easier for me than with a man. I am afraid sometimes when I think about taking a penis. I am sure it would hurt because I can only put two small fingers inside of me and even that sometimes makes me sore.