Now you don't need me to tell you there is a difference between squirting and pee. The two fluids are distinctly different....but, Kira, you are onto something wonderful
My first boyfriend made me cum for the first time when I was 14. He was fingering me and all I felt was a raging desire to pee. So many times we did this and so many times I stopped him. Then one summer we were making out in a field and Chris said to me, 'You know what, Rache, I like the thought of turning you on so much you wet yourself. Try to pee on my hand' Well, I suddenly changed from clamping down and trying to stop myself to actually trying to pee on purpose. Suddenly the whole world splintered apart and I had experienced my first orgasm. But I DIDN'T pee.
Anyway, what he said kinda stuck with me and I got to thinking. All the stuff we are taught about being clean down there and never EVER having dirty panties just made me think well, why the hell not? So one day, oh I guess I was 15 I decided to experiment with how it would feel. I went back to the field because it is very private there. I squatted down and felt my panties tight against me and just took a few breaths. Just the thought that I was going to do something so naughty was really hot. It took a few moments but I let a little go. The warmth and wetness were fantastic. I kept stopping and starting and talking to myself. I called myself some dirty names..stuff like 'Look at you! You're pissing your panties, you dirty slut.' Then I couldn't hold it any more and it flooded out of me and, without touching myself I had the most crashing orgasm like EVER.
Since then my boyfriend (not the same one) and I have experimented with both peeing and female ejaculation. I am proud to say I can do both and there is a place for both.
Kira... go for it girl. It's wonderful!