It's OK to Play!!
First time but Long Term Fun
It started when I was 15 and would hitch-hike from one place to another. George was a teacher at a Catholic School and lived up the road from my house. He often gave me rides and we became 'friends'. He was about 10 years older than me and he was a volunteer fire fighter. One day he says he needs to stop at the Firehouse. He invites me in and gets a package and shows me the contents. They were pictures of nude girls.
This is 1960's and hairy pussies were not something you saw. After about 10 pictures he says that they make him hot and he whips out his dick and starts to play with it. HE says I know your hard, take it out and play with it - it's OK. I was confused because the pictures turned me on and seeing his dick in his hand also was having an affect on me.
He let go of his dick and I stopped and let mine go. Then he reaches over and starts to play with me. I was frozen. This was the first time this happened to me and I was enjoying it. After a few minutes, when he knew he had me in a trance he told me to play with his. I did. It was warm, and curved to the right. I enjoyed playing with it and he brought me to orgasm in no time. I did the same to him, we rolled up our pants and he drove me home.
This went on for years. Always-similar events. After awhile, he left the pretense and just said, you want to stop at the firehouse. Most time I said yes. I was getting my share of tits and pussy from girls and rationalized that this was just fun and no one was getting hurt. I would waffle between wondering if I was gay to realizing that anyone who plays with my dick for me was going to be my good friend until I came. After that, I could always rationalize that this was just to get my rocks off.
He would soon start giving me wonderful blowjobs. I would jerk him off but not blow him. We would continue this well into college and once after I graduated.
If he walked into my house now, he could still get my attention.
The lesson here is just because you get hard looking at another dick, you are not necessarily gay. Certainly if someone jerks you off and you love it, it is just a physical event - not an emotional one. Enjoy your dick and if you can play with someone else, try it.
Excuse, me while I jerk off to the memories!!!