It Happened on March 3rd

Over the years, I had grown out of the habit of touching myself. I considered it something older people (I was a teen at that point) do not do. However, a few days before March 3rd, I had watched an episode of "Charlie's Angels". As was usual for this show, there was a cast member change at the start of the year. I did not like this new Angel Julie at the start of the season back in the fall but for some reason in this episode, she grew on me with her stunning eyes. She made such an impression that I was still thinking about her after the episode was over. My mind was fantasizing wishing she would be the one I would get to try intercourse with for the first time. Continuing to think about her the next day, I had an erection of various degrees throughout the day. Walking around was interesting as my penis was getting rubbed in all different ways by brushing against my briefs. After dinner that day, I went to my room, took of my pants, and took out my penis and started rubbing, something I hadn't done in years. Part of me felt ashamed as this was something I did in my youth but it sure felt good to rub myself after all these years. I stopped after about 10 minutes and my mind felt a lot better. Julie was gone from my mind. The next day went without incident but the day after that, my mind was yearning for Julie again. I was thinking of her throughout the school day and once I got home, I went straight to my room and closed the door. This time I was lying on my bed with my briefs off (something I remember doing in the old days) and started rubbing with my eyes closed. It felt so good that I kept doing it. I really didn't want these wonderful feelings to stop. After several minutes of rubbing, I was annoyed: I had to go pee all of a sudden. I decided to hold it in and kept rubbing. The sensation got stronger and I had to really concentrate to hold it in. Ultimately, my body got the best of me, and I peed all over. I was so embarrassed and stopped rubbing. I did feel really good that I just decided to lie there in the mess for what must have been another 10 minutes. I finally opened my eyes and was totally shocked, my pee was thick & white. I thought that rubbing my penis must have somehow broken something inside me. I rushed to the bathroom to clean myself off. Doing that brought another urge to pee but this time it was normal and I felt relieved. I continued to do this in secret, every day, until about a month later as part of our reading assignment on human sexuality did I find out what happened that day. I was masturbating and I had had an orgasm, ejaculating sperm!