No matter what happens next, thinking about it now, makes me hard.
Being the 'horny' young single gay adult male that I am you can imagine my frayed nerves when my curious straight male friend, a few years older than me, hasn't been around personally for a while for us to get off together. It should be known to all who read this that it originated as HIS wanting desire to further explore his sexuality and asking me. Knowing very well (much like our first time) how nervous we both will be, I am thrown into a delirious spin of wonderment thinking of what lurks around the corner the next time and how far it may go. I am bolder now and ready to experience his load of self released if he will still allow me the pleasure of the fine taste test.
Now, it is not my intention to scare this man off as dealing with a curious straight individual I realize fully what can only be expressed as blatant desires/wants/needs (that have been expressed to him in the past) may lead to over extending my welcome. Not to sound sappy but my intentions which are the result of numerous hours of thinking of nothing else, mean well. I would never do anything to jeopardize what we already have which is a close friendship. Nor would I blame him if he had a change of heart or struck luck with the opposite sex. Are we not just two single friends in the midst of a physical need that we would not only benefit sexually from but in almost every other way it would bring friends together in a closer and more honest relationship?