I've been masturbating for years now, long before I started puberty I think. But one fantasy I know I will never be able to fulfil is to experience an orgasm as a woman. I'm not gay, and penis's repulse me, but when I masturbate I try to do everything I can to make it feel like I am a woman masturbating. I read the female techniques and stories a lot so I can try and get an insight into what it feels like.
Another thing that turns me on is when I'm with a girl, or if I'm thinking of a girl on her own. The horniest thing is when she gets turned on and her vagina begins to get wet inside her panties.
I've only ever told lovers these fantasies, and they seem to be very understanding. I'd like to hear responses to these fantasies, as I'd be interested in hearing if I'm 'normal.'
P.s. I love this site! I can't believe I've found such a liberating way of communicating!!