This was a strange new feeling that made me feel so naughty but it was too wonderful I didn't and don't care. This happened in very early October.
Today I have discovered a new sexual desire that kind of scares me but is extremely exciting. I would never put myself in a bad situation from it. Believe me I wouldn't, but maybe some role play would be nice.
I'm an adrenaline junkie. I crave it dearly and I feel I need to do something exciting to get the rush I'm looking for. One of my favorites to get my 'fix' if you will, is to go to scary theme parks. One I went to made my adrenaline pump through my body. I have a horrible fear of sharp objects such as knives, chainsaws, axes, etc.,but this fear gives me a rush of adrenaline so I felt wonderful.
We decided to go on the tram ride that they have; this year is scream movie themed. I never liked the scream movies, they frightened me too much, but seeing these men walk around in those costumes just did something to me. For some reason I began getting aroused and felt like I needed to rub one out right then. What made it worse was the voice that is used. I find it to turn me on. It saying 'what's your favorite scary movie?' and 'this is the last person you'll see alive' gave me a rush and that turned me on even more.
During this whole 'maze' (a themed walkthrough that is, in this case, scary) I had two people dressed as Ghostface that blocked my way and just towered over me. I found myself dripping. The idea that these people, displaying Ghostface's character, could dominate me was amazing. It was too much to bare. They talked to me in that voice, that amazing voice. It made me want them to bend me over and fuck me right there.
When I finally got out I said I had to go to the bathroom. I only went because I really needed to take care of myself. I touched my pussy so lightly and I felt like I was going to cum right away. It only took me around two minutes of vicious play and fingering to get myself off. The whole time imagining these 'Ghostface' men dominating me and taking complete control of me. Pulling my hair, yelling at me, slapping me all over, and really just teaching me a lesson. Even threatening me sexually or any other way just completely threw me over the edge. I had almost three complete orgasms in my stall in less than five minutes because of these men.
I felt so much better after my fun in the bathroom. I thought I had satisfied myself, but when I left the restroom there was another one outside hiding. I felt all of those feelings again. When I got home that night I had jilled enough to get off a few more times.
The adrenaline plus just the excitement of being with someone so intimidating and powerful taking over you. I want to be with a man that can dominate me. I hope that maybe this Halloween, my boyfriend and I could do a little role playing.
Does this make me strange? I hope there are others like me. Are there? I hope someone could relate toÂ me with this new desire!