I do this for me, and the feelings it gives me.
I realised that men (and sometimes women) checked me out from about 14, since I was an early developer. Not overly developed - not by any means, but I had nice, firm 36bs at 14, and good legs.
I live in the sleepiest village in the UK. Mostly retired people, although there are one or two families with young children.
I love wearing short dresses that are loose fitting. I love walking around the village, seemingly in a world of my own, while my dress swishes around my thighs.
Sometimes, there will be nothing underneath the dress, and then I learned that I can make the dress ride higher at the back - too high, perhaps - by tucking it into the belt.
So, I walk, get wet, walk some more. I know people look, and I hope that more than one rubs one out wondering if there is anything between my pussy and the outside world.
I know I am going to take this further. I so want to build up the courage to masturbate in one of the fields around here - and by that, I mean masturbate so someone can see me. Oh, I wont be so stupid as to not leave myself an escape route, but I so want someone to catch me doing it. If they masturbate too, all well and good, if not, then I really don't care.
Male or female? Again, I don't care. No one has laid a finger on me yet, so I don't know what my preferences are. My masturbatory thoughts go both ways, and if anything are far more dirty when I think of another woman. Whether, though, I could do it in the real world is another matter.
The other thing that really turns me on is peeing outdoors. Sometimes, I will stand up against one of the old flint walls, hitch my skirt or dress well out of the way and slip my panties off. I will stand there, looking over the wall, peeing like a guy, against the wall.
Sometimes, I will squat. Sometimes, I won't bother taking my panties off until I've finished.
I dont know, (so please dont ask) why peeing is so erotic for me, but it is a real rush. I wonder if its something to do with all the "keep clean down there" crap girls get? I also wonder if, like me, there are other girls who like it, or whether its just me? Probably its just me - I can get a little wierd at times.
Sometimes, especially in the spring or summer, I will watch horses mating, or when they let the ram out in the field with the sheep. I imagine what it feels like to be fucked so violently, and as far as the stallion or ram is concerned, with no interest in anyone's feelings other than his own.
Sometimes I watch, sometimes I masturbate. I love it when the stallion pulls out and a gush of his semen follows.
Well, its a lovely afternoon here, so I am going for a walk.