Holly's First Time Masturbation
I had little real education about sex and was taught nothing about masturbating as a teen. I knew how boys did it but not girls. I can remember standing in front of a mirror at about 14 trying to find the right spot. I knew playing with my nipples made me have feelings that were intense and that I wanted more but I could not figure out what I was supposed to rub. I had a lot of sexual daydreams and nighttime sex dreams but till I was 17 I remained unable to do anything about it. I was very shy so I never asked anyone about it.
At 17 I decided I HAD to figure it out somehow. One night after everyone was in bed and I sat on the couch with my legs up and unzipped my jeans. I spread my legs wide and stuck my hand in my panties and started feeling around. FINALY my hand went down far enough and I felt something sticking up slightly and I started to feel it and I suddenly got really hot. I rubbed it and started shaking in my legs and belly and the heat spread over me. It was the most exciting feeling I had ever had. After that I started masturbating often, though almost half the time did not orgasm and felt cheated after not having an orgasm.
In my 30s though masturbation became a very intense pleasure and now I always orgasm. I have found the best ways to give myself wonderful orgasms. Playing with my nipples in very important. It makes me horny fast! I usually masturbate while playing with one nipple till I orgasm and gentle fingers stroking my clit just the right way is the best feeling I have ever had. Sometimes (just as it is feeling VERY good but before I orgasm) I wish I could just stay like that for hours. --Holly