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I'm a senior in high school with an incredibly high sex drive. (Gee, I know I'm kind of young to be posting this, but why repress it?) I've been masturbating for as long as I know. I remember being about four or five, rubbing my clitoris until an intense sensation washed over my whole body. I didn't know what I was doing--I laugh now to recall that I thought I was tickling myself. When I was eight or so, I moved on to more "mature" fantasies of kissing boys, sometimes with tongue. (That's really funny now that I look back on it. I don't think that I could reach orgasm by just thinking about kissing now.)
I have vague memories of the first time that I ever masturbated in the bath, I think at the age of seven or so. I remember turning the water on full force (not a handheld shower head, just the faucet) and lying on my back, legs spread open as the water pounded on my clitoris. The orgasm that this induces is unbearably intense, so intense that I find myself having to stop as soon as I reach orgasm. I still do this sometimes, but only rarely, as I find that the water usually gets cold before I climax. As a child, I used to masturbate almost daily.
Once I got a little older and lost my innocence about what I was doing, I began masturbating more frequently, always daily, sometimes more than once a day. To this day I still do, every night before I go to sleep. I find that if I do this while lying in bed, I am relaxed and sleep more easily.
Most people here seem to use something for penetration (either fingers or some kind of toy). Oddly enough, this is not one of my practices. I always use my fingers, but almost never for penetration. This is not because I don't enjoy penetration--I do--but rather because my fingers get too tired when I finger myself. Instead, I rub my index finger over my labia, in much the same motion as when typing. I find that my fingers don't get tired when I do it this way, and it's much more relaxing. I find that a good prelude to masturbation (like what I'm doing right now) is crossing my legs and squeezing my upper thigh muscles, causing friction against my clitoris. I've never come by doing this, but it's a good way to arouse yourself or entertain yourself when you're hands are busy (as when typing).
I have a very active imagination. Therefore, I never masturbate casually. I always have a very detailed fantasy playing in my mind while I masturbate, eyes closed, kind of like an erotic movie. Once I have completely thought out a fantasy during masturbation, I never use it again. I am always thinking of new fantasies. These fantasies almost always feature the girl I'm in love with (I'm bisexual), or if they're not about her, she somehow wanders into my mind while I'm masturbating. (She's not romantically interested in me.)
I enjoy being naked. Living with my family, I don't get much of a chance, but I enjoy lounging around my room wearing nothing. Of course, I cannot stand being naked for long before I start to masturbate.
Besides being naked, I enjoy writing erotic stories (sometimes while naked)! I am usually so hot by the time I finish the story that I could almost reach orgasm without touching myself.
I've always heard that it's hard to reach orgasm before you've had sex, but I've never had that problem. Masturbating daily, I cannot recall a time when I did not climax, though sometimes it takes longer than other times.
Well, I guess that about wraps things up. I'm still very paranoid that someone I know will stumble across this site and piece together all the details to figure out who I am. I guess that I'm overly worrisome, as the reason I see people piecing it together is that I have all the information already. Well, I'll sign anonymous just to satisfy my paranoia. Being introverted and paranoid sucks.