He Has No Idea.

He is married, much, much older than me and yet I would fuck him anywhere and any way he wanted me to, even though in real life I am still a virgin. Oh I masturbate, but nothing has ever been inside me, not even a tampon. Chris is old enough to be my dad, and yet I can't look at him without creaming myself. The number of times I've had to go to the toilet at church and make myself cum....ohhh fuck! Last month though, I realised that I have to do something about it, so I started writing him anonymous notes....really dirty notes...and leaving them where he will find them. He is the organist at church, so slipping an envelope into the locked organ console is easy. This is the latest one I wrote. Dear Chris. I get so wet when I hear your voice. I have to masturbate when I see you. I lay in my bed imagining you taking my panties off me and spreading my willing legs. I ache to feel your fingers on and in my cunt. I want to feel your cock inside me. I know it will hurt at first, but I don't care. Please, please say you'll fuck me. I'm rubbing my cunt between words here, and this note paper smells of me. Oh, I'm going to cum Oooh! I've just wet my panties! So much came out of me it looks like I peed myself but it is pee, it's pure girl cum, and it's all over you! I want to do this on your cock. I want to feel you squirt inside me, and on me. I want to do what those girls,in the movies to. I want it on my face and in my hair, and on my glasses. Will you do that for me? Even if you can't fuck me, will you stand over me and jack off? I'll do anything you want if you'll fuck me. I'm still a Virgin, and I know that I want you to be my first. Show me all about sex. Do things to me that you do to your wife, or maybe do things to me that she won't let you do to her! I need to cum again now. Oh that's better...I did this sitting on the organ bench where you sit. My bare pussy has been on this seat. Maybe you can still smell me? Maybe I'll leave you something with my cunt juices on it. Would you like that? Hey, sometimes people have wives who are bi. Is Jane bi? If she is, I don't mind going with her. I've never touched another girl. But if it means I get to fuck you, I'll do it! Then I realised that I can do more than write him dirty notes. Two weeks ago, I started leaving my used panties in his music bag with my notes. He always leaves his bag in the entrance porch so he still doesn't know its me. I told him to use my panties and then leave them in the lavatory under the sink. When I got them back, they were covered in his cum! I licked it off....(I had no idea cum was salty!) and even wore them with his cum on my cunt! So, I guess he is interested or he wouldn't have jacked off using my panties huh? Last night, I had the most delicious dream about him fucking me, but not in my cunt. I had to Jill off when I woke up because he was screwing my ass! I love fingering my ass when I masturbate, and I like having something in my ass when I cum. It's so fucking horny. I always knew I would save my hymen for a man. I didn' t want to pop it myself although a lot of my friends have done that. I want to lose my cherry on his cock. I know that absolutely. I like the idea that is will hurt but then feel good, and I Love the idea of him spurting inside me. A girl can't be a virgin with a mans sperm running into her panties, can she? All I know is that I am going to make him my first. I mean, it's THE safest way for a girl. Guys my age always tell their mates what they've done, and anyway, they don't know what they are doing really. My best friend says her boyfriend has cum before she is even getting started. This guy though, the experience, and he isn't ever going to tell anyone. Because he's married I can be pretty sure he isn't carrying anything nasty either. I bet he's even had a vasectomy. Well. Thanks for listening. I have to go for some alone time now. My pussy is throbbing and I need to Jill off a few more times.