Hard Testicle Massage & Glans Polishing

Hey Bud, I'm with you on many things, especially the bit about not labeling - you know - "gay," "straight," and "bi." People are, well, just people. Our interests shift with the winds. A person can be mostly straight, for instance, and find a man suddenly attractive. And visa versa. Perhaps we are all on a constantly tilting scale of bisexuality, just some people are currently on one side more than the other. Ah, yes, so, testicle massage: I love it. But not soft. I like it so hard it hurts. I love it when someone, usually a guy, squeezes them so hard they kind of slip back and forth in the scrotum. Like you, I especially like it when they hold each testicle in one hand, with the thumb pressing from above, and two fingers from below. Oh, I like it to start out soft, but I want it to become harder and harder. I usually set up two safe words. The first one I'll say when I just can't take it any more. But that's only to warn my partner, practitioner, or whatever, that I'm getting close. I reserve the other one for when I really, really, can't take any more. I've had times when I didn't use the second safe word. The person doing the squeezing just couldn't keep up the strength needed, believe it or not. No, as I understand it, testicles can't be damaged in that way (although you should probably double-check the literature in case you're thinking of doing anything crazy). They can probably be squished pretty much flat without damage - and that would take more pressure than a person can exert by hand. They are kind of rubbery under pressure. Interestingly, after a long while, much of the blood squeezes out and it takes a couple minutes to return. The balls actually become softer. Oh, I know you haven't experienced that. It takes quite a bit of squeezing and over a good several minutes to actually squeeze the blood out. Then it returns in just a couple of minutes. After such a massage, I feel a certain something - sort of an alive awareness, centered in my balls, but throughout my body for the rest of the day, maybe longer. I feel more energy. Hmm, I really can't explain it. Oh, I kind of enjoy a finger on the prostate, and light tickling of scrotum, penis, whatever, as much as the next guy. But the other thing I really like... No, it's not sounding [putting things into the urethra]. ...What I really like is what some people call "apple polishing," or "glans polishing." To my delight and surprise, there are guys who will do this to me for as long as I want, and don't want reciprocation. I guess they just enjoy doing guys. Oh, and a couple of women have done that too, especially my wife. The basic idea is that you hold shaft of the guy's penis in one hand by wrapping your fingers around it. With the other, you rub your palm over the tip. This sets off an excruciating tickle-like effect. For best results, you have to be tied down. Otherwise, you'll try too hard to get away. Because, that's all you want to do at first. It is really hard to take - at least if it is done right. When you're doing it to someone, you want to watch their physiology. You want them to squirm, breathe hard, try to get away, and maybe yell. Some guys make a whole lot of noise. Some endure it in silence. Me? I'm one of the silent ones. But here's the thing: After a couple of minutes, the feeling transmutes. It turns into the most amazing 'gotta cum' feeling, but you usually don't cum. It can go on for an hour. Nothing else I know of has the same effect, not even high-quality edging. Right, you can't do it to yourself. You won't stand for it. You'll quit. That's why you need a partner to do it to you. And, it has to be someone who enjoys torturing you. It can't be like a wife or someone who doesn't want to see you squirming. Sometimes it works without oil, but it works best with something slippery. For some reason I don't understand, the feeling is generally more intense when lubricated. Right, you'd think it would be the other way, that bare, rough skin, would be more intense. So anyway, once the initial 'gotta-get-away' feeling transmutes, it becomes the most amazing feeling in the world. Now, a good practitioner will do things to keep it squirmy for as long as possible, such as varying the squeezing pressure of the holding hand, or changing the angle of the palm against the glans. Right over the peehole or angled more to the top surface of the glans works best. The most intense feeling seems to be to press down pretty well with the rubbing hand, and hold the penis in the other hand with a rather loose grip. A couple of times in my life, I went too far without lubrication, and had a sort of rash afterward that lasted a few days. That was a disappointment because I had to wait for it to heal before I could have it done again. How did I learn glans rubbing? When I was around 14, I had a friend who was 13, and we used to play doctor. He and I would examine our hardening penises all different ways, and found it terribly exciting. It didn't take us long to figure out to give each other orgasms. Not long after that, we found it much better to delay orgasms as long as possible, and eventually we discovered edging. We always did it so one guy would get the 'treatment,' and then we'd switch positions, so the other guy would get it. Sometimes we'd trade back and forth several times for a whole afternoon after school. He generally lost interest after he ejaculated, but I didn't, so we tried to make sure I'd ejaculate first, then I'd do him. Sometimes, we'd bring each other to several dry orgasms, the brink of ejaculation, over and over again. I don't quite remember when we started playing with glans polishing, but it was something we enjoyed tremendously until I went away to college, and occasionally after, even after we were both happily married. Does she know? Heck yes! Both wives know. We've done some foursomes, and they know everything, and participate in various ways from time to time. But we've only done that rarely. As we've aged, the women have become less sexual than us guys, while I think us guys have become more sexual, especially in masturbatory ways. Do our kids do it? Well, I've never discussed it with them. I hope so. My two are best friends with his three. I hope they all have frequent opportunities to masturbate together. Oh, they might not like the intensity like I do, but I hope they know how to have their own version of fun. But I don't know. I'd like to think that some of our positive attitude about masturbation has rubbed off on them - pun intended. If my wife has ever done anything to upset me, she always makes it up with a good long testicle massage and glans polishing. Lately, we've been experimenting with post-orgasm stimulation. Every time, I really want her to keep going with the intense thing, whatever it was that made me cum, or with glans polishing, after I've had an ejaculation, but every time, I go soft and chicken out, and make her quit. There is evidently a period of recovery that the body wants, and my goal is to see what happens when I defeat that. Will I get hard again? How long will it take me to cum again? Will there be new, and as-yet unexplored sensations by continuing to get stimulation right after ejaculation? Well, we'll figure it out soon, and I'll let you know when we do.