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Getting down with yourself

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This follows up on my recent essay about men drinking their own semen -- or wanting to. Please share this with the men in your life. Note, this is a resubmission from a few days ago. The first edition of this file had too many typos.


Men wanting to drink their own semen before they ejaculate, and not wanting it when they have it, is one of the true paradoxes of eroticism. Or it's the heart of the matter, the one in men that leads to all others. What I love about this subject is that it's a little gross at first, and then that doesn't matter. You will probably try it. You will be glad you did. To recap, many men send themselves spinning into climax to the thought of swallowing a few gulps of their semen. Then after they climax they're sitting there with a palmful and are repulsed, ashamed or weirded out. I call this 'the gap'. In the end, this is about self-acceptance. Women describe the 'I love you till I cum' phenomenon with men who seem to love and desire them less after they ejaculate. We're talking about the same thing, though here the experienced is felt internally. To describe this is intimate territory. If you're planning to go here with a man, know how delicate it is...or rather, he is, in this situation. You're reaching with him into the spot where emotionally he decides whether he loves himself. Thirsting for your semen is about loving yourself. Receiving your semen is about accepting yourself. You will need a small mirror. Maybe you have one; maybe you want to get one at your local big box, and think about what you're going to do with it while you're at the checkout counter. It's going to become your semen platter. When you have a private moment, get into your selfsucking fantasy. Take a look at your face while you do this, and maybe look into the mirror and say to yourself, I want to drink your semen. Just admit your thirst. Your thirst is your selflove. Admitting your thirst deepens your selflove. This in turn makes it easier to receive yourself. When you're ready, give yourself orgasm and watch your abundant semen spurt onto your mirror. (It's never 'the' mirror, refer to it as 'my mirror’.) Relax into the feeling. Let your whole body become a semen pump. For those few seconds, this is why you’re alive. Feel your beauty. Then if you want to lick yourself right then, you may. Do it while your orgasm is still fresh in you. Press your lips in, lick and suck. If you've lost interest after your climax, accept that and love yourself a little extra right then.  Then when you’re ready, place your semen mirror carefully somewhere it won't be disturbed, by humans or critters. Now try a little experiment. The next time you're making love to you, let yourself feel your selfthirst which is selflove. Then get your mirror and relate to the semen you have there. You are thirsting and you have semen right there, at the same moment. Ok, it's from yesterday or a few days ago. So what? Smell yourself. Feel your thirst and lick up some of your cum. I understand you may not be able to. That's ok. You may ejaculate there again. If you're honest about your selfthirst and selflove, you will eventually want to lick some of your old semen into your mouth. You might come closer to the point of receiving when you've just let go, and lick up your hot, wet seed off of your previously crusted cum. Cum melts cum so your orgasms will mix and blend. You may be surprised to discover that your dry crusty semen is the hottest thing since cunt. All that wanting-not wanting, all those years of it, have left you desperate for self-completion. You now have semen to receive when you're honest with yourself about wanting to receive you. You now no longer need to feel guilty or shameful about not wanting your semen once you've ejaculated. Your mirror is a no-guilt zone. You will never wash it except with your mouth; what goes onto the mirror goes back into your body, sooner or later. Relax into that and you'll feel really good about life. You deserve to be happy. Completing yourself in this way will help. Three other things. I've noticed that being penetrated can help a man thirst for himself when he's got his semen. You need to keep your libido high, and a dildo up your ass might help that; sit upright when you climax so you can really allow yourself to throb around it. Second is, if you feel so inclined, ask for the loving support of someone in your life -- whoever suits your fancy perhaps would be with you whilst you masturbate yourself. It's a delightful feeling thirsting for yourself, which means loving yourself openly, with a witness. Or two.  Third is, if you live someplace like California or Colorado where it's legal, this ritual process goes well with edibles. That will however take you deep and you may encounter what feel like 'points of no return'. You may linger there for quite a while. You don't need to commit to anything. Be yourself, thirst for yourself, love yourself. Thanks for reading. I've been wanting to write this for a while. Please, share it with the men in your life.

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