This is my first time posting on this website! Please note that sex/masturbation are only one aspect of my life. Well, that being said, I hope that you enjoy this story.
Hello, everyone, my name is Tyler, and I would like to start off by saying just how awesome this site is! I'm a virgin, and have never had a girl friend, how sad is that? That's ok, though. In fact, I would say that I probably could get one easily if I were more social, instead of spending all of my time on the internet. I love to read stories about people's experiences with sex (both fictional and realistic).
Well, the first thing I remember about sex was when I noticed that when I touch the edge of my penis, I felt a slight sensation, like I had to pee. However, I thought little of it, I just took a guess & said to myself 'maybe its because that's where pee comes from'.
I remember I received a spam email advertising a porn site. I was fascinated by what I saw, although I wasn't 'turned on' by any of this, since I hadn't hit puberty yet. Also, being so naïve as to the world of sex, I had no idea what to make out of some of the words written on the page (such as sixty-nine).
I remember, around that same time, I was in PE, when my old childhood friend (let's call him Wallace) asked me the strangest thing. 'Um, can I see your penis?' Now, I don't think he was gay. Having said that, I *assume* he wanted to compare cock to his. However, since I have lost contact with him, I will never know for sure why he asked that.
Also, around that same time, something had somehow appeared on my computer. It was called 'hotbar'. It was basically an Internet Explorer-based addon, similar to the 'personas' feature in Firefox. To this day, I still do not know how this addon got to be on my computer. I was constantly dressing my IE up with pictures of chicks in bikinis. Naturally, this did not go over well with my mom when she found out, although she did not find out for quite some time. However, around the same time she had found out, we both realized that this 'hotbar' was bundled with addware/spyware. So, my mother made me get rid of it.
Then, before I knew it, all the girls at my school started looking sexy. I especially enjoyed staring at their butts when they weren't looking. However, I was always fearful of what they would think if the caught me looking. I remember spending months at school with my penis always in a semi-hard state. I just wanted some butt so bad, but I knew that wasn't likely to happen to me any time soon. There was a small handful of girls that I especially liked. I remember how I used to fantasize about what the might look like under their clothes, what they might feel like 'down there'. For some reason, I especially wanted to see girls pee. IDK why. All I knew was that I was always secretly horny, & there was nothing I could do, except dream. Or, at least that's what I thought...
Finally, it happened. No, I didn't get laid (even now, I'm still a virgin), but I did have my first orgasm. I remember causing it completely by accident. Ever since puberty, I found that I liked to touch myself, however, I had never had an orgasm, & wasn't even sure how. (In fact, if you had mentioned the word orgasm around me, I would have had no clue what you were talking about. All I knew at that point was when you stick a dick into a pussy, the guy somehow shoots, & the girl gets pregnant. I knew little more than that.) Now, for some reason I had a hunch that there was some way to touch one's self & cause one's self to pee (perhaps it was millions of years of sexual instincts, brought on by male orgasms?). I had experimented with this several times, but of course, nothing happened. However, one night when I was playing with myself, I starting pumping my cock, not thinking anything would happen, & I came. Cum was everywhere: On the bed, on the blanket, in my underpants, everywhere. Having never had an orgasm before, I thought there was something wrong with my bladder or something. I went to pee, &, or course, my pee came out normal. So, I was baffled as to what had just happened.
The next night I went into the bathroom to shower. However, as I was undressing, my hard-on returned, & made me think about what I had experienced the night before. Just before stepping into the shower, I made myself cum again as an experiment. After doing so, I realized then what I had just done. I had sex... with myself. I had never heard of anyone 'doing' themselves before. I also realized that 'pumping' was the key to sex. The man clearly pumps in & out of the woman.
After that, I masturbated several times a day. Of course, as I did so, I kept picturing the same girls from school, what they might look like naked, & how much better it would be if I could do them. In fact, throughout all of middle school, I was in a constant sexual haze, thinking about sex, girls, masturbation, & all the other dirty thoughts that tend to go through a teenage boy's mind.
However, although I was loving every minute of it, I thought that I was doing a bad thing by masturbating. All my life, the only thing I had been told about sex was to not do it... and here I was doing it to myself! I had no idea what would happen if I got a girlfriend and she somehow found out what I was doing to myself. She would probably think of my as a pervert, and I couldn't bare the thought of that. It wasn't until I was about seventeen when I realized that almost everyone masturbates.
My family eventually got a wireless router, and I was able to enjoy the full glory of high-speed internet (before that, my mother was the only one in our family to have DSL, since it was hooked directly to her computer. The rest of us had to suffer with dial-up). That's when I discovered just how much porn is on the internet (I also had to learn the hard way what happens when you get viruses). I quickly realized that the best kind of porn is (in my opinion, anyway) female ejaculations. Whenever I was able to find a free female squirting video, I just couldn't help but watch it again & again.
Now, I masturbate without guilt everyday. I usually do it in my bed, although sometimes I jack off in the shower, as well. I have found that the best form of male masturbation is rubbing soaps & shampoos on my dick, making it feel wet & slippery. That is the best feeling ever. Especially after spending the hole day looking up porn, and reading up on sites like this one.
Well, that's my story. I would like to thank everyone for reading this. I hope that you all have had enjoyed it. Have fun jacking and jilling!