At Least I Hit Myself and Not the Bottle or I Would Have Died of Alcohol Poisoning.
I'll always remember July 7th, 2007 as the night I got no sleep from masturbating six times when I should have been sleeping. What set me off? A loss by a local football team.
Immediately after the clock hit triple 0:00s I had this uncontrollable urge to take out my anger on my penis, which I did. This would have been a perfect way to blow off some steam after a disappointment, I thought. (The loss was a huge upset). The only problem was my mind still lingered on the loss the entire night and every time it did I abused myself again and again and again. I couldn't stop masturbating and before the sun rose that next morning, I had orgasmed six times. I would wake up every hour to let my anger out the best way I knew how.
And then I continued during the rest of the day another six times. And for the next month, I would masturbate at least twice a day on that bitter memory. That disappointing loss still for whatever reason still drives me to wank.
This is my open question to all Solo Touchers. What is the scientific reason for frustration making people horny? I've heard of people going on masturbation binges after disappointments such as losing a job or hearing about a loved one's death. But why do people meditate on those negative memories while masturbating instead on life's victories?