For my age I am married, and have a four-year old child. I started masturbating when I was 15. I probably masturbate once a month for a long time, but was never able to orgasm. I enjoyed, and had lots of wild fantasies.
Once married, my husband is just three years older than me, I still did not now what an orgasm felt like, and I did enjoy sex with him. I confess to my husband about how desperate I was to feel one. Of course that caused conflict between us. He did not understand, just how I did not understand what now I know it was premature ejaculation.
One night ,I took my time in looking sexy for him and putting on some very trashy lingerie, he turned me down. Not feeling bad at all I started just touching myself. Pretending someone was holding me in his arms tight against his chest. By the way the 'someone' was an old boyfriend who I remembered most because of how big and thick this cock was. Then making myself a bed on the floor, by this time my husband had been asleep for more than thirty minutes, surrounded by many pillows I layed down.
I starded to remember how hard this guy f**ked me and how much pleasure he gave me. He could go on for hours. He loved the way I s*cked and licked his testicles for a long time before I did his dick. I would let him cum right on my face or c-cup chest or just where he pleased to shoot at.
That night I could almost feel his hard cock in between by legs, by placing a pillow really tight against my pussy. I was drippig wet. Since my breast are large I can perfectly reach to them and bite my niples. Laying on my left side with the pillow thrusting me harder and biting myself softly it only took me about three minutes to have the most pleasant feeling in my life. I had never experienced such an awesome feeling before. I lay down without movement for a few minutes. I did not want to let go of the feeling.
I'm sure my moanings were a little loud, but my husband never woke up. I have continued to do it until this point. Having experienced some very strong orgasms to little tickly ones has helped me reach orgasm when having sexual activity with my husband.