i've been making several posts lately about how I have been trying to hold off on totally ejaculating during my self-pleasuring sessions..
when i view photos of muscular fit women in the various exercise/fitness magazines, it's very, very tough to keep from letting go completely. but i was able to do it again last night, despite getting extremely turned on by the sight of several babes whose firm asses were all but popping out of their tight shorts. several others in thongs that left little to the imagination had me in a constant erection.
i would view the photos and my penis would become very erect. i would stroke it softly off and on, then quit. then back to stroking. then hold off. then back to more stroking. i wanted to maintain a high arousal and energy level, yet not cum. once i felt as if my penis would 'deflate' just a little, i would look through the magazines again and become erect. this continued for about 10 minutes. it was very stimulating.
and i felt very proud that i could make it through all of these hot fitness babes without letting loose with a huge load of cum.
i find, today, that i am very alert, alive and energetic. i find myself with those feelings when i go through a self-pleasuring session where I don't ejaculate. i am going to try and keep this streak of non-cumming sessions going.