I began masturbating initially at the age of twelve, but as I began to grow and develop as a sexual (horny) human being, so too grew my fascination with female masturbation, and the female orgasm.
Usually when I am in the mood for self-pleasure I like to somehow intake a female masturbatory experience. Whether that be by reading about stories on here (text inspires the imagination to do the rest of the work, and I allow mine to run wild) or by viewing a video (my favourites are 'moment of the orgasm' type videos), it is enough to compel me into deciding that I require one of my own.
The male orgasm is not entirely a physical process (at least mine aren't), and when I masturbate, I enjoy fantasizing about other females masturbating to orgasm, or female ejaculation. Nothing turns me on more. It is what I aspire to when I am with a female partner, and what I imagine about when I am with myself. Both are very rewarding, each in their own special way.
It would be an understatement to say I am obsessed with female masturbation, and with the female orgasm. It is like a work of art, watching a female (naturally) bringing herself to orgasm. It is something I try and incorporate during foreplay as well, with women who are open and comfortable and embrace such opportunities (me turning them on and allowing them to masturbate themselves)...and it is a great and very erotic learning experience.
I think I am in a position where I will be the only person in the house in only minutes to come, and finally gathering up the courage to make such an 'anonymous confession' of sorts, has built up energy in me that I feel I will have to enjoy an orgasm of sorts myself. Fantasizing about females masturbating themselves to orgasm, and perhaps checking out some stories (on here), sights, and sounds. Because, there is nothing more beautiful (in my opinion) than the sight and sound of a woman bringing herself to orgasm through masturbation. It is something so beautiful and natural...my mind can hardly contain it, so I am compelled to relieve myself temporarily of some immense sexual tension. I've been a closet fan of this site for several years and finally I am able to share my experience(s) among the community. Happy jacking and jilling everyone! I hope this story touches at least one female out there who will subsequently drive herself to an/some/many intense orgasm(s)!