Just wishing for the real thing
I am a 45 year old male who is married but my wife will not perform any sex due to menopause. I know this hot girl who is bi-sexual and she tells me all sorts of things her and her girlfriend do. This gets me very hard and my package bulges in my pants. She sees this and says it's nice but won't do anything.
So I go home and get my favorite hand lotion out, squirt some on my cock and start to stroke while thinking about how her hands would feel on my cock. She has soft hands that feel nice. I imagine her jerking me off and me shooting my cum into her short hair. Then she would smile and say that feels good. I hope some day this will happen, but the good dreams still work.