I've always been easily aroused. I've also always found the sight of my own hard-on to be arousing: it points almost straight up, it throbs, and when I was younger I imagined that girls would see my 'boner' as embarrassing for me, and sexy/funny for them. It wasn't until later that I realized the sight, or the thought of it, wasn't funny or embarrassing to them. It made them wet between the legs!
In any case, as a result of all of those thoughts there were few places I liked being, when I had a few hours to myself, more than our local nude beach, a cliff-protected cove south of San Francisco called Grey Whale Cove. By the time I learned about it I was in my late twenties and married. But I was of a naughty mind and if I could find a few hours when I wasn't expected home, I'd go there to take the sun, and to see if I could be naked in front of naked women without getting an erection (in that context, it *would* be embarrassing). The beach wasn't usually crowded but it could be counted on for five or ten women, sometimes solo, along with the usual smattering of gay guys and saggy old men.
I'd place my towel at one end (the beach was about 800 meters long), preferably within hailing distance of a woman but not intrusively close. Then, after I'd 'acclimatized' I'd dare myself by walking nude along the surf, without my towel. If a woman ever engaged me in conversation for more than ten seconds, I would surely pop a boner. But that never really happened, just short greetings. (Women readers, a question for you: how would you feel if we stood conversing in that situation and I got a hard-on? I would be mortified. How would you feel?)
But on this day I got nearly all the way to the far end of the beach when I encountered a beautiful girl about my age, with perfect, ravishing, firm, tan breasts. And she had on a gold lame' bikini bottom. She was frolicking in the surf just a few feet from me. What 'got' me was that she wasn't quite naked but I was. (CFNM gets me every time.) I got an immediate and impossible to hide erection. I was imagining (I couldn't help it!!) the contrast between her clothed pussy and my naked cock, and was thinking about her coming up to me, her breasts dripping wet, her nipples erect, and seeing my cock so hard that even if our roles were reversed, even if she gave me her bikini bottoms so I could hide my 'shame', and so that her pussy was naked to my view, my cock would STILL be poking straight out the top of her bikini panties and I'd still be in a predicament. I was that hard!!! (She, of course, had nothing to worry about-when girls get boners they're hard to see!) I was so embarrassed I immediately sat down in the sand right where I was, just above the water line. She didn't notice me, but two women nearby were quite interested in my predicament! I hoped that my cock would relax as I sat there, but it never showed any sign of doing that. And my towel was 800m away!!
All that I could manage, after five or ten minutes of hoping and praying, was to steal myself for the most embarrassing 'walk of shame' I've ever taken in my life. Because, you see, although I find the sight of my own erection exciting, the thought of being seen that way by others, especially when it's 'embarrassing' as opposed to in the bedroom, is not only arousing to me, it's also genuinely embarrassing. But I was so very excited by my completely unavoidable predicament that at that point my stomach was trembling with butterflies as I walked back along the beach, my hard cock bobbling in front of me, no way to hide it!! This very sweet-looking girl, younger than me, saw it as she walked toward me. She looked a little aghast and put one hand to her mouth, momentarily. I was too ashamed, honestly, to look her in the eye.
When I got back to my towel my dick was just glistening with pre-cum. My nearest 'neighbor', a 40-something woman about 20 meters away, didn't notice my arrival, as she was reading when I came back. But by that time I was so out of my mind with excitement that I wanted her to see my boner too. So I lay kind of on my stomach, kind of on my side, with my erection in clear view in her direction. And, though I realize I wasn't really being sneaky, I would peek in her direction every few seconds until I saw that she had spotted me. And to my excitement she locked eyes on my cock and took no pains to hide the fact from me. She had a little smile.
By now I was so wildly turned on I impulsively decided to do something I had never done, ever, while anyone was watching me, other than a couple of past girlfriends. I started gently running my fingers up and down my cock, obviously as the start to masturbating. And before too many seconds I rolled onto my back and just shamelessly started stroking (ver-r-r-ry slowly) my rock-hard penis. I couldn't see the woman anymore (she was kind of behind my right shoulder now) but I knew she was directly watching me. Now I gently gripped my cock and just basically started fucking my hand, and almost instantly I started to arch my back and thrust into my gently-cupped hand. I let out a groan-by that point I was past caring!!-and just shot out spurt after spurt of cum. The first blast hit me square in the lips, the second hit my chin, and then I made a big warm puddle of cum on my chest and stomach. Oh god!! It felt soooooo good!!!!!! I was absolutely spent but so, so thrilled that that woman had willingly watched me masturbate. It excited me to think it excited her.
I waited a minute or two then got up to wash off in the surf. When I came back she smiled very warmly to me and came up to introduce herself at my towel, and just to say she thought it was wonderful. It really made my day. Made my year!!!
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