I have a brother who is 3 years older than me. When we were young we shared a bed, and one night when I was probably about 10 I felt the bed shaking. I'm not sure what happened then, but I probably asked him what he was doing and he might have said, 'having a wank'. I was completely innocent about things at that age and must have asked lots of other questions, and inevitably he showed me what he was doing. I don't think I'd seen his cock much up to then, and I'd certainly not seen it with a hard on, and I was both fascinated and excited. The difference in our ages meant that there was a huge difference in our equipment - I was still bald and my cock was small and smooth, whereas his was much bigger and thicker and quite hairy. It seemed massive to me and that really turned me on! I wanted to be a part of this and so I asked if I could do it for him, and he didn't mind, and so began a lifetime of wanking!
I can't remember the first time I saw him cum but he'd explained about shooting his load, and it fascinated me when I felt his stiff cock throbbing and saw the spunk fly out onto his belly. By this time I was wanking as well, although I couldn't shoot, and we would often lie side by side in the bed and wank each other off. We spent many happy hours stroking before we went to sleep, often trying to get as close as we could to cumming and then saying, 'Stop!' when we were right on the brink.
I think we were quite frightened of being caught - it was such an intimate thing that it must have been wrong to do it to each other - and I remember that the spunk was a serious problem! I can't think why, later on shooting into a handkerchief was a simple solution and I still do that nowadays when the situation demands. I suppose we hadn't experimented and thought that there might have been some really obvious stain which would have given the game away and led to some awful consequences! The answer back then was to shoot onto a bit of paper and then dispose of the evidence the next day, and I suppose that in the absence of tissues in those days we were just improvising.
Well, I don't think anyone will ever have felt enough guilt about masturbating to make them stop doing it, and I suppose I've wanked just about every day for well over forty years. It's a great way of passing some time, and I only wish I'd shared some of the experiences of mutual masturbation that I read about on this site. Although I'm thoroughly heterosexual and have a very healthy and active sex life, I still remember wanking my brother off, and I'd love to get my hands on another man's cock, give him a really expert hand job and watch him shoot his load. I'm sure it'll never happen, but it makes for some good fantasizing sometimes!