'In Therapy' drove me to tell a story about a personal experience which meant a lot.
I had held back from engaging with a man for a long time but finally had to have some physical contact, the need to hold a nice man's penis in my hand and to stroke it for him. I went to a pornographic theater of the older kind, where guys meet and play. It was almost completely dark, but after ten minutes my eyes were accustomed to that, and I spied a guy several rows ahead, who looked nice, ten years younger than myself perhaps, with his arm moving, suggesting he was masturbating, as was I already, with the heterosexual scene on the screen.
So I moved down in front and to the side of him, took my erect penis out again and began to stroke myself, and I sensed he could see me between the two seats. I turned back and looked at him, saw that he was indeed masturbating, slowly, and I did the same looking at him, becoming very aroused. I then put my hand out onto his trousers, and found to my delight that he did not move, he in fact seemed to welcome me. I squeezed his leg just a bit and gradually put my hand up to his crotch.
Then I felt his erect penis in my hand all of a sudden, such a wonderful experience it was, how long it had been since I had done that with a man, and he welcomed me, since all of a sudden I felt his cock explode with all this warm ejaculant, his cum, such a lovely feeling. So I played with his penis and his cum for several minutes as it became smaller but all the more desirable, and he kept welcoming my presence, putting his hand on mine gently, lovingly.
I then got up and sat by him, leading him to lean onto my side and put his hand on my erection, which was fully engorged, I wanted to feel his hand on my cock so badly. We played with one another for twenty minutes like that, and his penis began to harden. It was of a modest size like I prefer, and I was so tempted to bend down and kiss it or indeed take it in my mouth, but I held back, not being ready to do that, something I've rarely done.
I became so aroused that I masturbated fast as he put his hand on my balls and I shot a huge load right on his hand, which was waiting for me. I got up when it was done, put my hand down to his hand, grasped it as thanks, and he gave me a loving look. I thanked him and now wish I could see him again.