I stumbled across Solo Touch about four years ago. I used to read the female stories for a couple of years. I never considered reading the MM stuff. One day I read a wrongly labelled story, about half way into it I realised that there were no women involved. The story was about a straight guy ending up getting masturbated by another guy for the first time. The truth is it gave me a huge erection and I ended up masturbating over it.
I then began reading both male and feamle stories and it progressed to where I began reading the MM stories first and many times only. My fantasies slowly became MM dominated and then the odd dream until finally I had a very vivid MM dream resulting in me waking up covered in cum which I had to hide from my wife. To me this was all fantasy that I would never want in reality.
I went with my family to an amusment arcade and we went on a ride. I ended up sitting alone and as we we were dismounting the seatbelt got stuck so an attendant was called to free me. The guy that arrived was the guy in my fantasies: young i.e. early twenties and very effeminate the type that was one chromasome off being a woman. The seatbelt went between my legs and the guy had to touch my genitals to release me. He apologised before he did anything then slid his hand between the seatbelt and my cock. I think I was hard before he did anything. I am big so it was obvious but he just carried on. He was in effect rubbing me up with the back of his hand. Basically he made me cum in my pants on the ride, it was amazing, frightening and embarrassing all in one.
When he freed me he looked at me and said 'I suppose I should be flattered but what I definately am is hard' and he just walked off. I swear I nearly came again.
Now I am totally confused but I know I want a male hand round my cock, and I blame you guys.