Control: Beginning

My girlfriend and I had been together about five months and hadn't done anything. I really just didn't want her to see what I was like... A completely different person really, but my girlfriend came to me and said with this really worried and sad face, "Do you think I'm pretty?" I looked at her and laughed a little saying "Of course." She smacked me a little and said, "Don't laugh! I'm serious. I just... I just wanted to know why we haven't.. you know had sex." I looked at her and very solemnly spoke,"I'm... a bit different when it comes to that. I just don't want you to get freaked out." She smiled slightly and put her arms around my waist saying, "You will never "freak" me out. I love you and I want to be with you like that. Plus it'll be really fun". She kissed me and I said, "You don't know that... but I'll try." A few days had gone by and my parents were out of town for the weekend. I bought some roses and candles and laid a path leading from the front door to my bedroom with only candles lighting the way. I called my girlfriend and told her to come over not giving her any information other than that I wanted to see her. I left a note on the front door that said, "Come in sweetie. I'm waiting." I then took my shirt off and waited. I drove over to my boyfriend's house as fast as I could. It felt like something was up with him from his voice over the phone. I got to his house and walked to the front door seeing a note. "Come in Sweetie. I'm waiting." I felt a sense of excitement burst into my tummy. I opened the door and the sight before me was beautiful. The red roses were just barely seen in a path lit by candles that smelled of the forest. I followed the path and saw my boyfriend's room open and glowing with candle light. I walked in and the door shut. I pushed my girlfriend against the closed door, leaning into her, and standing above her I looked into her eyes. I felt her breathe on my chest and heartbeat against mine. I rose my hands up and held her head. I then kissed her passionately and she through her arms around me. I picked her up and felt her legs wrapped around my back. I tore her long sleeve off and threw it to the side. I felt her hand sliding down my leg. I felt him unlatching my bra as his tongue worked its way into my mouth. I was loving every second of it and I was determined to show this man exactly that. My hand slipped into his jeans, past his boxers, and I felt his cock in my hand. I started to massage him but before I got very far he had taken me and thrown me down on the bed. One of his hand grabbed both of my arms and pinned them down as if to tell me not to move. I felt his tender kiss work its way down from my lips, to my neck, to my breast, to the seam of my jeans... I ripped her jeans off and her panties were all that was left. I placed my lips on her smooth skin and ran my tongue along the seems of the final layer of clothing. Slowly I removed her panties and listened to her breathe in in anticipation. After they were gone I placed gentle kisses along her inner thigh until I finally worked my way in to her tender area. I kissed it and then I started to move my tongue along her and massage her clit. I was in heaven and moaning very loudly. I felt his tongue move inside of me and work its way around in all of the right areas. I rose my hands to his back and all of a sudden he stopped. I looked at him with a pouty face asking him why. He kissed up my body until he was at my lips and said softly, "Do not move." He then very quickly pinned my arms down again. Still looking in my eyes, "Or I will stop." With that warning he moved back down and started again. The more he moved his tongue around the more I realized how hard it is not to move. Just as I couldn't take anymore and thought I would break, I felt his tongue move away from me and his fingers coming closer. I took two of my fingers and moved them close to her. I massaged her clit for a second making sure she was very wet until I slowly move both fingers inside of her and heard her let out a big moan. With my fingers still inside of her I moved up to her ear and whispered, " New rule. If you make a sound. I'll stop." In that moment I could only think, "This dick". But it also felt too good. I almost said yes but remembered and only nodded my head. I bit down on my lip as he started to move his fingers in and out. He started to go deeper with every thrust until he went as deep as he wanted and started to bring his fingers back in forth inside of me causing me to almost completely lose it. I felt something building up inside of me and was almost ready to burst and I could not hold it in anymore, and I moaned for him to keep going...