OK, time to share again.
To get an idea of where I'm coming from, you should probably read my first post. It's probably too long, but this will seem really random otherwise.
Months later, I continue my gradual process of coming to grips with my sexuality. It's a little more difficult now, what with me having a full time job, but I make sure to take the time needed on a regular basis. My typical practice involves liberal amounts of free internet porn and of course the stories on Solo Touch.
I'm still on that medication that delays orgasm significantly, but I've decided that makes things more fun (once again, lube is a lifesaver!) as I can make it last for almost two hours instead of a few minutes.
Since my first post I've done a little shopping; porno mags and videos don't do much for me, but I have found a fake pussy that is a much nicer feel than my hand.
Well, tonight I needed some relief. I've been home sick from work all week, and going straight to bed at nights. Since tomorrow's Veteran's Day, my office is closed, and I don't have to get up. So once the parents were in bed, I fired up my desktop computer and went online. I hadn't read anything for several days, so stories had plenty of time to accumulate. I love it when that happens...almost makes me want to wait longer between sessions, just to have more stories. Almost...
So tonight, I worked my way up from the bottom of the list until I got to 'Only Amber.' By this time I'd been edging for over an hour and a half, and I was going wild. At that point I happened upon an incredibly sexy picture of a blonde on all fours in bed, looking at the camera. The perspective was just like she was crawling toward me, with a naughty smile on her face. Between that and the story I was reading, I went over the top.
That was the best orgasm I've had in a long time. My quest is ongoing for the kind of mind-blowing sensations I had the very first time I masturbated. So far, they've eluded me, but I know I'm getting closer. Tonight this incredible feeling started to gather in the bottom of my feet and spread up the back of my calves. It's the same feeling I had 11 years ago that engulfed me from head to toe. Some day I'll find that again, and hopefully by then I'll be madly in love with a special woman to share it with. Until then, I'm quite satisfied for tonight, and as long as I have Solo Touch, I'll be good enough.