I've been going to a Catholic school since I was in kindergarten. Now I'm a junior. I remember when I was twelve we were learning sex ed. I was flipping through the glossary in the back to find dirty words to giggle about when I came across masturbation. It said masturbation was a misuse of God's gift of sexuality and a sin. I don't know why I was so curious, but I asked the teacher. She said the same thing and this just made me want to find out what it meant.
So when I got home I looked it up on the web. We had a filter so all the hardcore porn sites were blocked. But I did find a site kinda like this one with tips and pictures showing many different techniques. I still didn't quite get it because I thought the only way to have an orgasm was to have sex.
After a while I got excited and decided to try it out. I found a small candle stick that was about four inches long. I thought that would be better than just rubbing because it would be more like sex. I sat down at the computer and only took off my panties and rolled up my plaid skirt around my waist, I lubed it up with my spit like the site said then I slowly inserted it in my vagina. It felt really weird at first but it didn't hurt at all. I started slowly sliding it in and out.
After a while the weirdness went away and it felt pretty good. I then went a little faster. Suddenly like a jolt of electricity I felt an orgasm coming. I moved the candle as fast as I could. I started moaning, my eyes fluttered, my knees were shaking, and my toes and fingers went numb. I felt a surge of pleasure wave from my vagina throughout my body. I thought I was going to pee, so I tried holding it in but no pee came out.
I sat there dazed for a few minutes trying to catch my breath when I heard the front door open. I rolled down my skirt and hid my candle in the desk. That night I brought the candle up to my bedroom and stayed up until midnight masturbating more. After that I was kind of addicted. I masturbated five or six times a day. I would even bring the candle in my backpack to school and masturbate in the school bathroom. One time when my class was going on a two day religious retreat I masturbated three times on the bus ride there under a blanket right next to my best friend, sometimes even talking to her at the same time!
After about four months I slowed down, only masturbating four to five times a week. Then I learned to masturbate with my fingers and discovered my clitoris.
Now I masturbate at least once a day using mainly my hands and a back massager, as soon as I turn eighteen next week I'm going to buy a vibrator, I can't wait! I haven't used my candle in about two years, but I still have it in my dresser drawer. Maybe I should start using it again!