I have loved touching myself since as early as I can recall, probably,4 yrs. old. I'm now 46 and take time to masturbate almost every day and more than once a day. I actually am so sensual I could have my pussy wet and stroked and throbbing all day long if possible. I love it!
I get completely naked and I watch myself in a mirror. I take my time getting everything I want and desire to use ready, lined up on a towel on the floor in front of the mirror. I use gadgets from a douche kit for my anal region which I NEVER leave out of my pleasuring!! I massage my breasts and use lots of k-y on my anus and bottom. I like how it looks all wet like my clit. I put my finger[s] in and out of my anus playing slowly then thrusting- it feels really good! I especially enjoy doing this in the kneeling position watching myself in the mirror because this is my favorite position when having sex. This position gives the most intense orgasms ever!!!!!! Try getting fucked doggy style and you'll never forget it!!! I get off just knowing that everything that's being done to me can be seen; my bottom up, my anus, my pussy!! My head down and my breasts swinging!!
As I play my anus with one hand I place a plastic toy rolling pin up my wet pussy, all the way in so it won't slip out and I start rubbing my pussy. I have used various vibrators, but I prefer my own hand because I like to feel my wetness and be playful with my clitoris. I love everything about it! Sometimes I gently give it little slaps. Sometimes I spank my k-y wet bottom with a rubber spatula until it turns a nice pinkish-red. It feels really good!! By this point I'm coming and end my play with very vigorous rubbing while I'm having a very strong orgasm.
I was shamed a lot growing up and am afraid I'm abnormal. I've only been sexual with my husband [of 27 yrs.] and he's very conservative and thought my wanting sex 3x/ wk. and the way I was sensual, was too much. I feel like I'm weird now and afraid to ever be open with another man. [My husband and I have decided to divorce]. Am I abnormal?
[Webmaster's note: Abnormal? For enjoying your sexuality? Often? Absolutely NOT! It sounds like you're more normal than most so keep on enjoying yourself and good luck!]