I had been introduced to Male-Male play when I was 14. At the time I was always torn by the great feeling it gave and the fact that it was wrong in some fashion. Since I always enjoyed pussy and tits I never thought that I was gay but did wonder why I went back for more any time I could. The man that introduced me was ten years older and he was always understanding of my desire to be jerked off and all I had to do for him was a simple handjob.
Because he was so understanding, it made it just too easy to get my rocks off whenever I wanted. This continued with him for about ten years. I got married and it ended, for a while. One day, after my marriage had proved to be less than planned, we 'met again'. It was as good as it ever was. We were not into kissing, hugging or anything other than he strokes me and I stroke him.
I moved away and it all ended.
In recent years I have been more curious about what it would feel like as a 50+ man with a penis in his hand. As a result of some interesting luck and the Web I met that guy and we talked online. We shared thoughts and then we met for just coffee. We met after that and had our first hand to hand meeting.
It was fantastic. The feel of his cock, soft at first and then hard was extremely stimulating. The feel of his hand on my dick was great. We rubbed our dicks together (something I remembered doing with my buddy when we were six). It did not have the same appeal. Getting stroked off by a man and stroking him at the same time is one of the greatest pleasures in life. I have no desire to increase the type of activities.
My wife and I engage in fantastic mutual play, I can get a handjob, or have sex almost anytime I please. I am truly someone that loves ladies. The fact that I still find holding another penis in my hand and having it done to me just proves that Freud was right, we are all a little bit male-male or female-female.
If you are curious, you have to try it. Make sure you set the ground rules. Find someone that is as nervous as you are and you will probably find it stimulating and harmless.