This past winter, I was put on pills for anxiety issues. It helped, thank goodness, but what I did not expect is the crazy things it did to my sex and masturbation life.
There's this mental wall there that allows you to experience pleasure, but doesn't allow you to so easily tip over into orgasm. The usual time I spent masturbating this winter turned out to be longer and longer. I'd often get turned on in the evenings and jerk off, but all winter it took a long time each session. I'd have sex and have mutual masturbation with my fiancée, but they would all end the same; with me on my back wanking like crazy, my fiancée sucking my nipples (the best thing to do for me) as I tried to get my rocks off. Luckily, we didn't have as much sex, because working that hard every night was a bother for both of us.
The past two weeks I was allowed to slowly come off them. So far, so good, so I am pretty sure my anxiety issues are done for now. What I really look forward to are the wonderful, easy orgasms I know I will get. Just last night I slowly let my excitement build while looking at porn, feeling like I could pop any minute. This weekend, when my fiancée visits, I will be doubly excited. I almost want her to use her hand first just to make sure my sensitivity has returned. I like a hand job, I hope everything turns out alright.