I have overcome my aversion to sex toys, and I couldn't be happier!!
I have always enjoyed anal play. Both giving and receiving. In fact, some of my favorite stories here are Male-Male stories involving anal stimulation. But back to the point. I've never purchased a sex toy. I have a vibrator, but it is supposed to be a 'massager.' I bought it at a department store.
I love to masturbate. Even when I am in a sexual relationship, I masturbate with my partner and alone. Surprisingly, I have found a lot of men turned off by my desire for anal activity. Isn't it supposed to be every guys' fantasy to have anal sex with a woman? Guess not! I find it hard to give myself both anal and clitoral stimulation while masturbating. I only have so many fingers, after all! I resorted to looking for items around the house. But I couldn't find anything with a wide base that I would be certain would not get stuck in my butt. (Very important for those of you new to anal play!)
Finally, I gave in. I ordered some anal beads from a store. It's not too far from me, but I just couldn't bring myself to go in person.
Oh my goodness! My first experience was amazing. First I read some good anal stories and got myself wet and horny. I slid my fingers over my clit and got it nice and swollen. Then I turned to the massager. I started on the low speed, running it over my clit and asshole. I stopped to apply some lube to my ass and the beads and also slid a gloved finger in my pussy and then into my asshole. I was finally ready to insert the beads. They are graduated in size. There are 6 of them, and I inserted the largest first. I almost came as I popped it inside. I continued to insert each bead, stopping to rub my clit with the massager. Once all the beads were in, I tugged at the string, feeling them move inside me. The feeling was better then anything I could remember. I needed release. I put the massager on the bed and put it on high speed. I laid on my stomach, grinding my pussy against the massage head. Slowly, I tugged harder at the string. I could feel the largest bead straining to exist my asshole. I had to feel it come out. When I pulled it out, I came as close to an orgasm as I have ever come without cumming. I pulled the next three out quickly, with a pop-pop-pop. Unbelievable! Then I gave it everything I had. I pinched and twisted my nipples and rubbed my wet and swollen clit against the massager. As I could feel myself diving off the edge, I pulled out the two remaining beads. I had the best orgasm I have ever experienced.
Now I don't care if I can find a man who is comfortable with anal play. My next step is to get a buttplug. I get wet just thinking about the possibilities!