I'll always remember my first time discovering solo masturbation and also the first time having a solo mutual.
I was only in 1st or 2nd grade, maybe 7 or 8 years old the first time I discovered that pressure on my young little pussy made me feel all warm inside. I had never thought to use my hands to obtain this feeling. For some reason I thought only objects pressed against me would make me all warm and tingly in my pussy.
This was the first time. I can remember sitting in the TV room watching Sesame Street when my little brother who was only 3 or 4 years old jumped up on my lap and asked, 'can I sit here?' I said, 'Sure' just as I had so many times in the past. I wrapped my arms around his lower waist so he wouldn't fall off. I was sitting on a rocking chair but I was sitting kind of slouched when the muppets began singing some silly song and my brother began swishing his rear end around in time to the music. HOLY SHIT, it felt sooo wonderful. Here he was rubbing his butt all over my pussy and I began to throb with warmth between my legs.
I remember that he wasn't doing it hard enough. I needed more pressure so I used my arms to push his waist harder down onto my pussy and I acted like I was moving to the music also but I was really wiggling in time to the feeling.
Needless to say, after that I invited baby brother onto my lap more often.
It wasn't to long after that, that I discovered a sex book in my parents dresser drawer. Just all kinds of stories about people having sex but in explicit detail. I was in 3rd grade now, probably around 8 1/2 years old at the time.
I was having a sleep over with my best friend Lisa and I told her about the book I had found. She said that her Dad had magazines at their house. She described the pictures she saw in the magazines. The ladies with big boobs and pictures of their 'things' as she called it. I told her that I had never seen anyone else's thing but I explained in detail this one story I found in my parents book about 2 ladies that were in love. They loved each other so much that they liked to kiss each others 'things'. I told her how the book explained that they even used their tounges and licked the 'things' real easy and it felt really good.
By this time I felt like I wanted to get that warm feeling to come back to my little young pussy but Lisa was there and remember, I still didn't realize I could use my hand. I used to use my bouncie ball and just hug it into my lap pushing real hard and wiggling it around on my pussy to get that warm, throbbing feeling but I certainly couldn't do that with Lisa in the room.
I said to Lisa that it wasn't fair that she got to see another girls 'thing' and I didn't. I remember even acting kind of mad. Hmmm, even at that very young age I was putting on the pressure. She said very hesitantly 'I guess you could look at mine if you want'. At first I ACTED like I didn't want to and than I agreed.
It was real dark in my room and I was scared about getting caught and didn't want to turn on the light so I felt around for my flashlight (we had made a bed up on the floor using blankets) and as she slipped off her little panties I made my way down underneath the covers until I was laying on my stomache with my head between her legs.
I turned on the flashlight and Lisa had her legs spread wide open and I guess she was trying to give me the full view because she had used her hands to spread her little virgin lips apart.
I heard her say, 'can you see?' I said, 'yeah I can'. She said, 'are you done yet?' My we were so innocent. I said, Do you mind if I feel it? She said, 'I guess not'. So, with one hand I held the flashlight and with the other I used my finger to rub all around her spread pussy. She squirmed a little and I said, 'Oops, I'm sorry. Did I tickle you?' She said, 'Ummm, no. It just feels kind of wierd. I asked her if I should stop and she said, 'no, you don't have to until you want to.' Obviously my little friend was getting quite into having me flick her clit around with my finger.
THAN, Lisa asked me if I wanted to try to do that thing I had read about in my parents book. I played stupid and said, 'you mean lick you with my tongue?' and she said yes.
So, I stuck out my little tongue and ever so gently and slowly began rolling around Lisa's clit. Every now and than I would stop the flicking and rolling and make my tongue flat and lick gently from down close to her ass all the way up to her clit. When I did that, Lisa began moving her hips all around in a spontanious movement. So, I kept doing it until all of a sudden Lisa's leg began to stiffen and her butt started to jerk into spasm. I remember never skipping a beat and wondering what the hell was going on. When she finally stopped moving she told me to STOP because it was hurting now. When I came back up to the pillows I said, 'What happened?' She said, 'I don't know but it just started feeling really, really good...Oh My God Donna, you've GOT to try this.' With that, she grabbed the flashlight from me and crawled underneath the blankets.
I took down my panties and spread my lips apart just the way Lisa had done. She first flicked my clit with her finger just as I had done. I remember the warm feeling reaching all the way down to my asshole. Than she pulled her finger away and used her tongue on me exactly the way I had done to her. Soft, barely touching me, circle and flicking movements. I began moving around uncontrollably just like Lisa had trying to arch my hips up to get more pressure and it worked. Than, the most incredible feeling washed over me that I hadn't felt before. It started in the base of my back and instantly ran both up to my neck and down through my ass and down my legs. I had my first orgasm. When it was over we talked a little about our experiences and vowed to never tell another living soul. I guess I just broke our vow. But I know you all can keep a secret.