Addicted to The Tingle in The Groin.

Welcum to my most memorable moments of self pleasurable events. I can remember my first time I masturbated. I had just entered the puberty age. Kids sometimes mentioned jacking off but it was always in a negative manner, such as telling someone they were a fag, so I was a bit nervous my first time. It was at night, I had just gone to bed, but I was not sleepy. I had my own bedroom and always closed the door went I went to bed, so I had my privacy. As I was laying there in the dark, on my stomach, I had no thoughts in my mind, but yet I just felt like doing something. And then I got my first boner. I was surprised. I moved just a bit, and my boner rubbed against the bed through my pajamas. That first move felt pretty good. So it was then I decided to move some more. I started to hump my bed slowly. I then stopped and took my pj's off and got back in under the covers. The bed sheet was nice and cool and felt wonderful against my penis. I began to hump slowly at first, and then faster. I couldn't believe at how good this felt. Then, I felt like I had to pee, and I was somewhat mad that this was interrupting this wonderful feeling. I stopped humping, and was about to get up to go to the bathroom, but then realized that this was a different feeling. The tingle kept getting stronger, and then I felt one shot. That was when I let go, and then I felt a few more shots. During these few shots, it seemed like an eternity. Several things went through my mind such as "what's happening here", and "when is this going to stop" and "what did I just do". I must admit, I was kind of scared at the time. When it was over, I felt really good. I had no idea what just happened. I felt some wetness. I got up, turned on the light, and looked at my bed sheet. I found a small puddle of white fluid. I smelled it, and it smelt funny. I then figured it out. I thought to myself, That must be cum. So I opened my door, went across the hall to the bathroom, got some toilet paper, and cleaned up the puddle. I laid back down and thought about what had just happened. I had never felt anything so good. Went to sleep soon after that just thinking about that wonderful feeling. Next day, I couldn't wait for bed time. But I thought to myself that if I did this again, and kept doing it on a regular basis, that I would have to think of a way to catch the cum instead of continuing to soil my bed sheet. So I got an idea that afternoon when I was eating my lunch at school. Why not take a sandwich baggie with me to bed and once I got an erection, I would put the baggie over it and then hump away and shoot into the baggie. Then I could just put my pj's back on and walk across the hall into the bathroom and clean up. So that night, I was more than ready. Went to bed an hour earlier than usual because I wanted to do this. So, I moved back and forth a few times on my bed and I got my boner. I was so excited about how easy this was to get an erection. I put the bag over it, and started humping the bed. I wanted this feeling to come again, and I didn't want to wait. I was humping furiously when the feeling came on and I tried to keep going. The tip of my penis was so sensitive at the point of orgasm that I had to stop briefly and let the cum shoot out. I was out of breath and feeling so good. I put my pj's on with the baggie still on my boner and went across the hall into the bathroom to have a closer look at everything. I pulled the baggie off my penis and looked at and smelled the cum inside. Then I got some toilet paper and was wiping the cum off my dick when I realized what a mess this stuff was. It was kind of hard to clean up as it was sticky. I figured there had to be a better way. For the next couple of weeks, this was a nightly thing with the baggie. Then, one day, someone said something about jacking off. That's when it came to my mind that this was what I had been doing, just not with my hand. So then I figured that I didn't have to wait until bed time, that I could try this jacking off thing at any time by just going into the bathroom. So one day during the afternoon, I went into the bathroom and sat on the toilet. I already had my boner from just thinking what I was going to do, and so I took it in my hand and started stroking it, just like people would motion when they talked about jacking off. This felt pretty good as well, but not as good as the bed. But I kept jackin faster and faster, and then I felt the feeling arising. So I squeezed my cock hard while I got up from the toilet, but I just couldn't hold it and just as I stood on my feet to turn and kneel in front of the bowl, I shot my load and it went everywhere. What a mess. Next time, I was more aware of when the feeling was coming, and I was able to get up sooner and kneel in front of the bowl and shoot into it. So from then on, I spent lots of time going to the bathroom. I would sit on the toilet and lean back and spread my legs as far apart as I could and just start wanking until I felt that tingle, and then I would kneel in front of the toilet and point my boner into the bowl. At times I came before I got to my knees and had to wipe cum off the wall and floor, but with practice I learned to get the timing down. Now that I was experienced at this wonderful act, I wanted to share it with someone. I had my best friend sleep over one night. My parents were working late shifts and so they wouldn't be home until 2AM or later. Me and my friend were to sleep on the two couches in the living room. We turned the lights off at 10PM but were not sleepy. I kept trying to think on how I could bring up this subject. I didn't want my friend to think less of me. I was too embarrassed to talk about it, so I just started to jack off in the dark, and I did it somewhat hard so that he would hear the sound of my hand pounding my thighs. After a minute or so, he asked me what I was doing, so I stopped and said that I was playing with myself. I didn't want to say that I was jacking off, as that was the term that you didn't want to use in those days. And he said what do you mean? And then I said it, I was beating off, and I asked him if he ever did it. He said NO WAY. I told him that he should try it, and that it felt really good. I wanted him to try it, or to watch me, or I wanted to watch him, or for us to do it together, but he didn't want any part of it, and needless to say, he never slept over again. Move on to the summer before the first year of high school. My best friend, yes the one that would never sleep over again, had this totally beautiful sister who was in college. One sunny weekend morning, she was sunbathing nude in their backyard. Me, my friend, and another friend were talking about going into that backyard for some reason, cant remember why, but anyway, my friend said that we couldn't go in there because his sister was there and she wanted it to herself. The other friend got curious and he stepped up on a couple of blocks and looked over the fence and saw her sunbathing. He got back down and said she is naked. I then got on the blocks and looked, and here was this absolute perfect 10. Brunette, long hair, perfect body, best tits ever, nicely trimmed bush, and tanned with no lines. I got such a hard on. I got off the blocks to let the other guy get another look, and I told my friend that I never realized how perfect his sister was. He wasn't interested in hearing about that, and since this was his older sister, he didn't care about looking at her. So, the other guy got off the blocks and I had to have another look. I got back on the blocks again, and I just couldn't believe what I was seeing. My first time ever seeing a nude girl in person, and without even thinking about it, I pulled my hard on out above my pants and started to jack off while watching her. The three of us had been so quiet up until that point that she didn't even know that we were there. Then, the one guy who had had a couple of looks before saw what I was doing, and out loud he said to the girl's brother, "Oh my God, he is jacking off, what a fag". I didn't care what he said. Seeing this absolute beauty, I just had to do it. She heard what was said, opened her eyes, and looked over at me for just a second. I stopped, but couldn't move. She then closed her eyes again, and she started to massage her breast really slow. I started jacking off again and kept going until I shot a massive load against the fence. When I was done, my two other friends were gone. I had noticed that there were a couple of people across the street who had noticed what I was doing and they were quietly laughing. I didn't care. I put my cock away and walked home, very happy. Didn't see much of my former friends after that. They thought I was a fag. So those were the early days of masturbating. For many years, it was jacking off to magazines or soft porn on tv. Later on in life, I had a job where I was always on the road. My favorite way to start and end my day was by masturbating. I would wake up in the early morning around 4am in my hotel wherever I was and hope to catch something on tv to masturbate to. My favorites would be the exercise shows that were often on early in the morning. By this time in my life, I had learned how to masturbate more slowly, and I could make it last for an hour before cumming. At night before going to sleep, I would always run one off to some pictures in a magazine. One time, I stayed in a better quality hotel and had a room on the 7th floor with a balcony. One night I stepped out onto the balcony and was enjoying the view when all of a sudden, I thought it would be fun to jack off outside on the balcony and let the cum fly to the ground. This thought excited me greatly, and so I went inside and took off all my clothes and went back out to the balcony. The breeze of the cold night air felt so wild. I was completely turned on that I didn't even need or want a picture. Just the thought of maybe someone seeing me, and the freedom of being naked with the cold air blowing, it just felt so good. I jacked off and shot a good load off the balcony and I watched it as it fell seven floors to the ground. That really excited me and it gave me a new experience which I wanted to do more of, jacking off outdoors. The next night, the guy that I worked with, found the magazines I had, and he was looking through them. I was a bit embarrassed, but not much. Then I was looking at his crotch trying to notice if he had a hard on while looking at the pictures. He looked at me and I didn't even notice, I was too busy trying to notice a bulge. So, he put the magazine down and asked me, "do you want to see my boner", and I said yeah, I do. He immediately took his pants and briefs off and sat back down, picked up the magazine, and started to stroke himself slowly. Now I was really turned on and I grabbed one of the mags, walked to the bed and stripped, opened up the mag and started to hump the bed very slowly. But I found myself looking more at him. I then closed the mag and told him what I did the night before, about jacking off on the balcony, and watching my cum fall seven floors, and how that really excited me. He chuckled about it and then stopped for a short pause, and he said hey, I have an idea. He said its late, just after midnight, no one is around, lets do it. But I want to try something he says. He explains that he wants to go to the ground floor, go outside, and watch me from the ground. So he does, and I am up there, excited as hell, and I shoot a good couple of shots off the balcony and as I watch it fall, I see my friend looking up with his mouth open and trying to catch it in his mouth. One decent shot he got right across his face. He came back to the room, and he still had the cum on his face. He grabbed some tissue and wiped his face and said " Damn, that was really fun". He then says come on, go downstairs and try it, and so I did. I got downstairs, I looked up, and there he is, stroking away. I am waiting, and then I see him cum, and I see this big glob coming down, and I try to catch it in my mouth, even though I never tasted anyone's cum before, not even my own. The cum hits me across my face. Some went into my mouth. As I was riding the elevator back up, I had tasted and swallowed what went into my mouth, and I liked it. I got back into the room and he looked at me and he saw the cum on my face and he said "Damn, I nailed you with it." And I said "yeah, and I caught some in the mouth too". I then took one finger and wiped all the cum from my face and put it in my mouth. I could see the surprise on my friend's face when I did that. I then told him that this was the first time I have ever tasted cum. I also told him that I have never been this open with a guy before. In the future, we would masturbate in front of each other, and we would cum on each others faces, but he never touched me and I never touched him. So now, I was always thinking about jacking off in nature, and with another guy.. One day, I went fishing at a mountain lake far from home. This lake was very small, and had a small concrete wall where when the lake was full, the water would flow over this wall and into a creek. I had left home and arrived at the lake at about noon. Being a weekday, there was nobody around. I was the only one there. I said the hell with fishing, and went to where the water was flowing over the wall. I decided to strip and walk to this mini waterfall. I got underneath the waterfall and started to rub my erection. Then, I positioned myself so that the water falling would hit just under the head of my circumcised boner. Oh my God, this was the most amazing thing ever. I was stretching as much as I could, not even touching myself at all, just letting the water do all the work. I blew a heavy load after a few minutes. I went back to the car and had a smoke and a beer. After relaxing for an hour or so, I looked around, and still no one else was there, and I was ready to go again. This time I decided to sit in the creek and let the fast moving water of the creek do it. I was completely nude, and sat down in this fast flowing creek. I positioned a large boulder about the size of a basketball in front of me so that water would flow over it, and I could sit directly behind it with my legs on either side and have the water hit my member. It worked beautifully, and I was in heaven. This was the absolute perfect way to masturbate. I mean first, there was the excitement of being nude outdoors, its just a great feeling. And then there is the excitement that it is possible that you could get caught by someone. That was a real turn on. And lastly, hands free, letting water do the work. Combine all that together, and it is just a mind blowing experience. I laid back and looked at the sky while the water brought me to another mind blowing orgasm. So, for many years, it was masturbating outdoors. Under waterfalls, in lakes, in meadows, etc. It even got to the point where the possibility of getting caught became so intriguing that I would jack off in parking garages, rooftops, heck, I would even walk to the store at night from my home and would pull my cock out of the top of my pants and jack off while walking. I have jacked off outdoors in every state west of the Mississippi (except Hawaii and Alaska) and in Canada and Mexico as well. In all these times I did this, I am sure someone must have seen me, but no one ever actually said anything, and so I have never actually been caught in the act. Now, the last 10 years, the age of the internet. What a beautiful invention the internet is. Not only is it an avenue for some great porn to watch, but it is also a place where you can buy things which I would never have bought before due to embarrassment. When first getting the internet, I was able to see porn in all its glory. I mean, before the internet, the best I had seen was the soft porn of Cinemax or Showtime. But now, I was able to watch full nudity, cumshots, anal sex, blowjobs, everything. And the days of being reckless in the wild outdoors was more for when I was younger. It was time to tone it down just a bit, or at least I thought. Now watching porn, I find myself interested in many genres. One of the things that turns me on the most is a woman doing another woman with a strapon. And then there is cumshots. No matter what video I am watching, I am always finding myself going to the end to see the cumshot first, and then if it is a good cumshot, I will go back and watch the entire clip. There is just something so exciting about watching cum shoot from a cock, and the bigger the shot and the more force it shoots out, the better. I hate dribblers. Also, I dont consider myself as gay, but I sometimes like to watch some gay porn, and have often thought that maybe giving a blow job or getting one from a guy, or giving it in the ass or getting it in the ass could be fun. Guys kissing though absolutely turns me off. So, thinking along some of these lines, after a year of having the internet, I decided to order me some toys. I bought me a 10 inch dildo, a 7 inch vibrating dildo, an enema ball, and some condoms. I like to first use the enema ball. Fill it with warm soapy water, squeeze that water into my ass until I cant hold it anymore, and then let it go into the toilet. I repeat this a few times. Then my ass is ready for the 10 incher. I will work that in and out with my hand, and then I will place the handle of it between my mattress and box spring, and then get on my knees on the floor and back into it and then I can rock back and forth on it hands free. Oh, and yes, the condoms go on the dildo and vibrator as it makes for easy clean up. When done with the 10 incher, I will lay back and use the 7 inch vibrating dildo on my ass and jack off until orgasm. In the last few years, I have been into something else though, and that is long, long sessions. I just can't get enough. 40 years of masturbating and I am more horny than ever. Now, I am into what is called edging. That is the process of getting as close to orgasm as possible, then stopping and letting it subside for a couple of minutes, then getting back to the top, then stopping again. I find it fun to see how long I can go before just cumming in a completely exhausted and sweaty state. One evening, I went for 8 hours. I watched porn and humped, used my hands at times to stroke, used the dildos as well. During the last hour, I set up my HD video camera on a tripod, and I filmed myself doing all these things. When I saw that I had five minutes left on the tape, it was finally time to let loose. My groin was really starting to ache. I got on my knees on the floor, and I opened a magazine to one of my favorite all time pictures, a beautiful woman sitting next to a pool, half indian style, with a white bikini that was covering nothing. When I came, I shot ten squirts. I had never had that big of a cumshot ever, before or after that. I shot it all over her picture, just covering her in cum. My groin ached and tingled for another two hours. It was an intense ache, but along with the tingle, it was very enjoyable. And last but not least, I have always liked hands free, and so now what I mainly do is while watching porn, I will hump a soft pillow, and after awhile I will put on a condom. I like to put some lube inside the end of the condom, then roll it out over my shaft. This way, the condom over my head will slide and give a wonderful feeling, while the rest of the condom, especially at the base will stay put. I continue to try and break that 8 hour record of edging, but lately sessions seem to only go for 4-5 hours. Guess I am losing some stamina in my later years. Well, there you have it. I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed typing it. Masturbating is a wonderful thing. I kinda wish I would have grown up in this day and age, as the internet as a kid would have been a blast, but no matter how you got started or what your pleasure is, keep whacking that thing. Keep beating off, jerking off, strokin it, or however you want to call it. If it makes you feel good, then it IS good.