I have always masturbated. When in a relationship (which I'm not at the moment) despite regular sex I have always enjoyed masturbating. Sometimes partners have enjoyed the fact that I do, Some have joined in and we have had some great wank sessions. Watching a girl masturbate while she watches me masturbate is a great scenario! Some girlfriends haven't liked the idea that I masturbate, I talked to them about it, but it seems to be a slight on their ability to satisfy my sexual needs.
When not in a relationship, as now, I regularly masturbate twice a day and more often than not four or five times a day. It starts my day, finishes the day off and is a cause of relief at any other time of the day.
I have wanked naked outdoors, in the car rushed home to get naked to stroke my cock on my bed. Played with toys, had a quick one in the toilets at work, you name it I have done it, including wanking with a male partner, but that's another story.
Anyway here's the plan.
Just out of curiosity more than anything I plan to abstain from masturbating for one month.
Not sure why, I guess just to see if I can do it.
So from yesterday (16th June) I intend to see if I can go a whole month without stroking, rubbing or properly wanking my cock.
Already 24 hours into the plan and that is the longest I think I have ever gone without getting naked and waking. This mornings shower was one of my prime wank times and I managed to avoid it.
There's no guilt involved in this. I am comfortable with myself, my sexuality and my wanking habits. I enjoy playing with my cock. Always have from discovering the joys on self pleasure at a young age. No this is an experiment, purely to see the effects of not masturbating, if there are any!
Will my sex drive increase? Will my desire to masturbate overcome the thought of not doing it? Can I stand not to cum every day and I guess what will it feel like to masturbate at the end of the month long time.
Right now that seems a long way off. I have marked on a calendar when the month is up and its seems aeons away. I struggle to imagining not masturbating for that length of time.
I joined here just to tell anyone who might be interested of my plan. After all its not something that I will discuss over a beer in the pub.
So watch out for an update. I'll see how things go over the weekend!