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When I was around 12, I don't remember my exact age - but I remember the night. I discovered masturbation. I know I had heard about it, and knew 12 year old concepts of sex. I had just never masturbated before. The funny thing is, I did not set out to masturbate on this night. Rather, I was just fooling around.
At 12, I was just starting puberty and had only a little pubic hair. I was staying at my grandparent's house and they were asleep. I was sort of nosing around, and found this bottle of hair tonic. It must have been given to my grandfather as a joke, because he was completely bald. Well, anyway, I saw this hair tonic, and thoughts of all those cartoons ran through my head - of Bugs Bunny putting hair tonic on Elmer Fudd, and then hair really growing. Even though I knew this was all make believe, I took the bottle back to my room to see if I could speed up the process of growing pubic hair.
I rubbed a good handful of the stuff around my cock and balls. The stuff must have been 90% alcohol because it began to evaporate really fast in the summer air. As I rubbed the hair tonic around my balls and above my cock, the cooling feeling of the evaporating liquid and the touch of my hands made me begin to respond.... and it felt really pleasant... sort of a tingling feeling that also made my heart begin to beat faster.
I could feel my penis begin to harden. As my erection grew, I lightly touched the skin of my penis because it felt so good. Part of the reason it felt so good was that the dampness of the Hair tonic made me feel the skin of my penis sort of stretching as I became more erect.
When I had a full erection, I began looking at it, trying to see it from all angles. It was throbbing with the beats of my heart. I knew that during sex my penis had to go inside the woman, so I began simulating sex by pushing it into my close fist. This felt so good, I just kept sliding my hand up and down my penis as if my hand were the vagina of a woman. I am sure you know the feeling this makes, the tension and the excitement building up in your body. How as you touch yourself and the excitement builds your body becomes more tense. As a first time I remember it was totally awesome.
When I orgasmed, I saw semen for the first time shoot from my penis and land on my belly and chest. Which was a further turn on. From then on I was hooked with self pleasure.