A Long-time Masturbator
I am a junior in high school and even though that's young, I have been masturbating since I was 8 years old. It started when i was in second grade and my neighbor, Judy (who was also in the second grade) would take me into her parent's bedroom and show me her dad's stacks of Penthouse Magazine. We would sit in the closet and look at them. Eventually we would both get so hot looking at them, we would begin to try and do some of the things in those magazines. We would take turns licking each other's cunts and breasts. It didn't do much for us because we didn't know about reaching orgasm or that orgasms even existed. We did this quite often. Every chance we'd get, no matter whose house we were at, we would go in the closet and make out. One time we had another friend over and we were looking at the magazines and me and my other friend looked over at Judy and she was rubbing her cunt fast and rough. We asked her what she was doing and she told us it felt good.
Eventually she moved and those experiments came to an end. Well, when I was nine, my mother had received a large back massager for Christmas. One day i was sitting on the couch just moving it on my legs and my arms and I wondered what it would feel like if I put it "down there". So I did and I was in love. The feeling was amazing. I used to make my Barbie dolls have sex and eventually it would make me horny so I would get naked and dry hump the couch. But I could never get a relief. Now that I had discovered the vibrator, I knew what it felt like to have a climax to the aroused feelings I had. I used to sneak it from my mom's room and take it to my room and buzz for hours. I ended up doing it so much that my mom was onto what I was using the vibrator for so she took it away and hid it. I was so frustrated because now I didn't know how I was going to feel that orgasm. I was "addicted."
One day me and my little 7 year old sister were in the bath and she leaned forward and put her pussy under the flow of the bath water. I asked her what she was doing and she said that it felt good and I should try it. And I did and there was the feeling i enjoyed so much. But I didn't want to have to take a bath everytime I wanted to masturbate. So one night i started touching in the area that felt good (what i know now is my clit). After about an hour or so, i came to an orgasm. I was so relieved that I found a way to masturbate. For years I would do this day and night. I used to be able to masturbate for hours at a time, having multiple orgasms. I became a pro.
I don't know what i would do if I didn't masturbate. I always am in my room on my bed rubbing my clit. It wasn't until after I lost my virginity that I learned I could finger myself. I do that when I'm really horny and got a fantasy of making love to a man. That brings me off immediately.
Mostly I just play with my clit. All I have to do is look at something sexual (I like to go into porn sites on the internet) and I get dripping wet. Mostly I get turned on my looking at pictures of other women and lesbian pictures. I am very bi-curious. So give me a good lesbian porn, lock my door and let my fingers go to work.
I'm very excited because now I have a boyfriend who is very interested in masturbation like I am. Just thinking about him makes me hot. Every night we have phone sex with each other and listen to each other get off over the phone. I love to hear him cumming. And we're into watching each other masturbate in front of each other. I'm glad I have someone to share my experiences with and explore it more. I will never be able to do without playing with my clit. It's a life saver on those lonely nights that you have no one to make love to. Or even when you do have someone. It's good any day or night, anytime. :) --Nena