Sexual Awareness At Last

Sexual Awareness At Last!

Growing up- I felt shame and guilt when it came to masturbation, this led to confusion and frustration. There came a time in my life when I realized I wanted more. Not a new partner, not a toy, but a better understanding of myself. So, I set out on a mission to passionately explore my desires in depth, dismissing the interference of the past. I'm grateful that I've opened my mind, and took the opportunity to own my body and experiences. I'm sure, in this case~ later is better than...never! This is an account of the experience that set me free.......

I made my way outside to enjoy the new season. Could the day get better than this?! The chance to shed clothes and run around with as little possible seems always appealing! I laid on the hammock, looking up at the trees dancing in the gentle breeze. Seeing the never ending sky made me feel small, and aware of how alone I was at that moment. Hearing the birds busily chirping in a distance set me at ease. The breeze caught my skirt and blew it up, exposing my panties. My senses came alive!

I closed my eyes... and felt the warmth of the suns rays on my thighs, closing them tightly. I drew my knees up to my chest. I was throbbing! My hands ran down the back of my thighs until they came to the crotch of my panties. Running my finger over the bulge, I felt my moistness. Mummmm, should I? Why should I not? My hands ran down to the roundness of my ass and followed up on each side to my hips. Slowly, I slipped off my panties and spread my legs wide. Feeling the rays of the sun consume my most sacred part, and the breeze giving me an awareness of my wetness~I felt free!

I began to think of my husband. I wished he was there with me. Penis hard and close, so that I could run my tongue from the bottom to the top of his member. Oh, my!

Rubbing my clitoris in small circles, until my hips began to move in the opposite direction. I had to slow down! I put a few fingers inside me and pushed my hips towards the sky, wanting to take as much of them in as I could. So wet...and warm. Ummmm! I pulled one of the straps down on my tank top, exposing a breast to the elements. Nipple erect and hard, wanting touch.

Again, I thought of my Husband. Thinking of how he gently rolled his tongue around my nipple. I wished he would come home and join me. I would watch him, and he could watch me.

Both hands went down to my wetness. One hand closed my pussy lips, while I slipped one finger, from the other hand in-between to find my clit. Rubbing up and down.....ohhh, not yet....I love the Anticipation! Quickly, I slipped fingers inside, then took the time to explore my breast. Gently rolling the tips of my fingers over my nipple. I wanted my reward. I had held back long enough! Again, I spread my wetness...paid special attention to my clit.....my stomach and legs tensed..... my thoughts exceedingly excel.....Then beautiful, throbbing release.

Life had just got better for me!

- Liberated Lisa.