Mum Discovered the Vibrator

My husband died 9 years ago, and since then I have pleasured myself but never really fully. I had my first real over the mountain orgasm this year, thats right this year. I never really touched myself before that. Now I masturbate a lot. Its like being a little girl again, experiencing the pleasure from what your own body can give.

It is only just recently I brought a vibrator. I saw one on Sex and the City last year and it gave me an idea. I wrote away for it, but was still a little scared in doing that. I use it over my pleasure spot, but prefer to put a little piece of fabric or just my panties between my clit and the vibrator. Have even just tried it over my pantihose. Just under my skirt, it was a turn on in the office alone once. Not sure how other women do it. Sometime the sensations are too much. I now freely admit I masturbate and I love it. But I would never tell my kids.