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My Auto-Erotic Biography

Chapter One: the early years.
Since I was very young, I have enjoyed playing with myself. As a child I would rub my dick and make it tingle. Once I got older, I discovered that I could make it hard. I would also sometimes wake up in the morning or the middle of the night feeling my dick all tingly. I tried rubbing it. While it felt really good, nothing happened. At the time, between sharing a bedroom with my younger brother, and still being young myself, my sexual exploration was rather limited.

Once I turned 13 everything changed. I got my own room, and being a bit older, I found myself getting aroused much more often. I had been experimenting with various methods of stroking myself, none of which had been able to make me cum. That was until the night that changed my life. My first cum. I can still remember, it was a Friday night. I stayed up after my parents went to bed. I watched" Fast Times at Ridgemont High". Need I say more? I lay in my bed stroking my cock, thinking about Phoebe Cates in all her beautiful glory. As I continued stroking, I became uncomfortable. My balls began to ache. I decided to roll over and hump my pillow, a technique I had discovered quite recently. I pulled my pillow Phoebe between my legs. I was crouched on my knees, rubbing my cock against the soft pillow. I soon felt a tension build in my body, my breathing got heavy as my rythymic pace of humping quickened. Then like a bolt of lightning through my body, my mouth gasped open, every muscle tightened as I shot my first load of creamy cum all over my pillow. "WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED?" I thought as I recovered. I wasn't sure at first, but I was pretty sure that I had just cummed. I reached down to my cock to feel a slippery, wet mess and I instantly knew that I was now a man. Curiosity took over. I smelled the wet substance on my fingers, inhaling deeply. I still remember being amazed at how slippery and silky it felt on my fingers. I soon fell asleep only to wake up in the morning horny as ever and so me and pillow had another lovemaking session. Once again I humped until I came, and it was then I knew I was hooked. For a couple more weeks, I humped my pillow nearly every night. I tried getting off by just stroking my cock, but just couldn't. Finally one night, after several minutes of fervent stroking, I made myself cum. Then next few years consisted of alternating between the pillow and my hand, unable to explore much more living at home with parents. I did however enjoy a couple of stroking sessions with my brother. We watched some porn videos together and stroked ourselves a couple of times. It was fun but that was all that happened.

Chapter 2 On my Own

Once I moved out into my own apartment my self-sexual gratification grew to new heights. I would sometimes spend entire days in just my underwear, stroking off and on, looking at my porno mags. No longer did I have to hide them. I could lay them all out, turned to my favorite pages. I was able to enjoy a dirty little kink of mine. I enjoyed pissing myself. I stand in the tub wearing a pair of tight white briefs and unleash a torrent of hot piss. I soak my briefs, showing off my hard cock through the wet fabric. I stroke my cock through my wet undies until I shoot my hot cumload. I could try so many new ways to get myself off. Some I enjoyed more than others, yet it was a great time either way. One especially fun way I found to get off is from pool jets. A local college campus had a very nice indoor pool facility that is open to the public. Many times I went there less intent on swimming laps and much more intent on making myself cum in my speedo by getting near the jets and letting the force of the water stream massage my cock until I cum. Now I enjoy the same action in my neighbor's pool. Nothing relaxes me more that being able to have a few drinks while laying outside in just my speedo, soaking up sunshine while my mind wanders to things sexual. The sun gets too hot, I go next door, go for a swim to cool down. If I notice they are not home, I make my way to the side by the pool jet. Already hard it can take mere seconds for the rushing water to make me cum.

Things really changed with the digital age. Getting a computer allowed for so much more masturbation inspiration. No longer did I have to feel like a perv going to adult bookstores to buy porn. with a couple of mouse clicks, types of porn I didn't know existed was at my fingertips. I enjoy checking out many kinds of porn. Straight, bi, it's all good. whatever my horny mind likes on any particular day, it's all there to satisfy my need to cum.
Webcam became a fixture of my masturbation routine. I discovered myself to be an exhibitionist. I love showing off and getting off for others to see. The thought of someone getting off by seeing my hard cock and watching me cum gets me hard every time. Sadly I am currently unable to cam anymore due to computer issues, but hope to again someday.

Chapter 3 married and family life.

Now that I am married, my need and my ability to masturbate has subsided. My wife and I have a good sex life. At least as good as one can with a child in the house, both of us working, life in general sometimes getting in the way. I still enjoy my self love when I can whether it be a quick wank in the shower or a prolonged session if I have a rare day alone to myself. I think that if we had sex daily, I would still jack off once in a while. Once a masturbator, always a masturbator.



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